Would You Catch Me If I Fall For You

Special Dedication

2010-09-11T16:12:00.005+08:00

Hey thr earthlings ! I know its has been ages since I've blogged . Well , life's been harsh but there's still happy moments behind it . Those of you who've been keeping up with me on MSN , PLURK and FB will know :P

Now , you people might be wondering why do I have a suddenly urge to blog ? Well , I'd like to dedicate this post specially for my one and only Sec 1 junior , Huang Jiaqi .

Specially for dedicated to my one and only Huang Jiaqi . :D Of course , the rest of the section is welcomed to read this , too . I credit all of you , okaaay . XD

I know it has been hard on you. You initially started off with the accompaniment of Louis. You two could work together . I was glad to see how you two were able to communicate and show the power of teamwork . Seeing you two grow as a better player was an honor , really .Things were fine you until Louis was 'promoted' to senior band , leaving you alone in the Junior Band in the section . You were on your own . I understand how it feels to be thr sitting on the chair , playing your part , just alone , individually . You may think its a bad thing . But speaking from my personally experience , to be thr as the only player in your section means that you've got to drive and push yourself harder and harder in order to do well and SHINE prominently for the best . Music has no perfection . Each time you play, it has got to be better than the previous time you played on your instrument . There has been many problems and conflicts within the section and you may be feeling very uncomfortable about it. I may be keeping quiet , but dont think I know nothing . For all you know , I know more than you do . I dont talk about individual problems during sectionals , etc because I believe in privacy . I've promised all of you that every little bit you guys voice out to me personally , would be kept private & confidential . I dont want unnecessary circumstances to affect the section's relationship . Never do I want to see a strained relationship amongst us .

I may look like Im unhappy most of the time but I hope you understand the rationale . However , its not all the tome that its the same person's fault or whatsoever . I believe in upgrading the section's performance at the same pace , target and time . Count yourself lucky , though . You've got 4 seniors by your side each time during practice . Thats four-to-one . Tell me , which other section have such privilege ? In general , all section its one-to-one or two-to-one . Well , I dont deny that I spent most of the time only Shi Min and I are the only ones guiding you . However , I always think that I dont spend much time on each of you . During sectionals , I've got 4 of you . its really tough on my part to give individual attention , thus I always do section-based stuffs . This is to ensure that no one is at the losing end . I cant be biased . I treat every single one of you equally . I'm aware that Im very demanding most of time , I dont deny that . Of course y'all hope for jokes and laughter all the time , but it wont do any good for the section ,you see .There are times when I can joke , there are times when I've got to be serious . I hope I get the fullest understanding .

Jiaqi , now that you're sitting for the test in 5 days' time , facing 20-odd people in the AVA . The Promotion Test is in 5 days' time , I hope you feel the sense of urgency and doing little 'homework' for preparation . I know I'm not by your side all the time but as I said , I'm willing to reply texts and pick up calls just for my beloved euph players . (: "To be up thr for the best , it takes millions of effort . But to be down thr being the worst , it takes just that slightest bit ." Remember this saying . Its a great theory . You've taken many months to prepare for this test , which probably would only take 10 to 15-odd minutes . Treasure the moment and give off your best ! Negligence will only throw it into the drain , and hope to be in Senior Band is thrashed . Its your choice . I can help just a little . the majority efforts still depends on your willingness . Jy , junior ! Euph is behind you , including the graduation senior and alumni ! :D Do us proud , okaaay . Cheers !

PS . Visit band blog to see details for test . Though its for juniors , I want my good seniors to know them VERY well , too ! :D Will test you guys randomly . :P

Banner.

2010-08-22T12:11:00.000+08:00

They MMS-ed this to me.

2010-07-18T19:52:00.002+08:00

Hello , world !

So , last Friday dated 16072010 was PHiesta . Here it begins .

Left class at 0935 and make my way to band room . Run errands like mad .

Scores from library , section's stuffs and making sure SLs check that their section have their files with them .

Heavy bag ): - foundation books + tuners + original scores for Rakes of Mallow and The Wearing of The Green .

Aftermath , we report at foyer and waited for the bus .

I was the bus I/C for brasses' bus . Doing headcount + report strength + get bus driver's no . Awesome roller coaster ride while counting . LOL .

It was 45 min-odd journey . Reached YST .

Headed to dressing room and put down our stuffs .

Rushed down to grabbed our instrument for the first dry-run that day .

It went quite smoothly . It was than followed by lunch . ;D

After lunch , changed into full uniform .
While waiting for full-dress rehearsal in the dressing room , Isabel and I feel faint .

The room seems very stuffy and our heads were spinning like nobody's business ? We were in our own world , you know .

In the end , Bel and I went out for fresh air . We feel slightly better after that .

Thanks to CLOUD MAMA , Wei Ru , Eileen and everyone who helped us . (:

After that , went into the hall to watch a few items before ours .

Part 2 of rehearsal - BAND .

We did fine except the movements . We were debriefed and all the other PAGs were released except us .

For the sake of practicing movements . Tiring and ppl were growling . In the end , its for our own good .

We wouldn't want to embarrass ourselves right ? (:

Dinner-ed . Joey and Bryan pressure me by keeping a close eye on me to make sure that I finished my food ! Wa siao , I eat until bloated los . Eat slightly more than one-quarter full ler . Make me eat the whole thing . Took quite long but I still finished it .

Skipskipskip .

Went down to backstage at around 8-plus or 9, which was during the interval .

End of interval = Start of playing .

ABBA GOLD with Dance Society + WHOLE NEW WORLD with Choir + MARCH APRIL MAY + THE WEARING OF THE GREEN + RAKES OF MALLOW + YOU CAN'T HURRY LOVE + OMENS OF LOVE (Finale) + SCHOOL SONG (Closure) .

Packed up . Accounted for section's stuffs , etc . Down to bus pick-up point . Board the third-last bus . Nap-ed during the journey . Reached school .

Saw Wen , Xueqi , Amanda , Jerron and Abel . Waited with them for Yun , Bel , Wei Ru and Bryan .

Bel and Wei Ru left while the rest of us went for supper at RP's McD . Was quite dead thr .

Home-d , turn in . (:

What's up for this week ?

Monday - Band aft school . Religious class aft band . (have been missing three consecutive lesson)

Tuesday - UNSW English competition aft early dismissal .

Wednesday - Band prac , not going tuition .

Thurday - SIBF + Adam Khoo's Workshop Day 1 + SIBF Result :S

Friday - Adam Khoo's Workshop Day 2

Jyeaa , a hectic week ahead . Dont expect me to update frequently nowadays .

2010-07-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

I'm stressed .

I'm down .

I'm speechless .

I feel useless .

I'm lost .

Will I ever find the light that I've been searching for in this dark tunnel ?

Will I ever be able to make a breakthrough ?

Will things that didn't kill me actually make me stronger ?

Will there be hope at any time ?

Will I still stand a chance to achieve my aim ?

Will I even be aspired at this point of time ?

Did I failed ? Yes .

Did I fall ? Yes .
Did I lose ? Yes .

Hope ? No .

Success ? No .

Win ? No .

Tell me , what's the point of staying in here when I've failed BIG TIME ? ):

2010-06-19T23:42:00.002+08:00

It'll be a short and sweet post for now . Currently at home with sis . We're nervously , eagerly waiting for news from daddy , who's together with mummy now in the labor ward at KKH . We're praying hard for mummy and baby sister that they'll be safe in there . Ohh myy , cant wait to see her . She'll be the new edition in the family . It'll be cool . Haahs , younger sis now will be known as elder sis . Yes , sis ... You've got to grow . No more "ADEQ" or "MEI-MEI" now . Its either "KAKAK" or "JIE-JIE" . Now , you'll know how is it like to be an elder sibling , which I've been experiencing for the past 10 years with you .

So jyeah . I would like to thank my entire family , who are accompanying with sis and I at home now and dearest besties - EILEEN , RUI YUN , WEI RU and ISABEL for their care , concern and support .

Upon receiving news , most likely will be heading down to KKH tomorrow . I hope we're able to see baby sister real soon . I'M EGGCITED yet SCARED . (: / ):

2010-06-10T23:27:00.003+08:00

THANK FOR THE MEMORIES , DEAREST BOYF !

10 Months , and still counting ;D

Spent time together today despite being lethargic.

Boyf had day camp from 7-9 June ,

while I had stay-in camp from 7-9 June .

Best moments to signify 10 months .

Our goal - TO LAST !

Next upcoming event - 6 more days to BOYF's bday .

"So what are you getting me for my bday ? Or are you not getting anything ?" asked BOYF .

And my answer to you is , "Its for me to know , for you to find out."

Band camp , Im still not gonna talk about for now cos it'll take very long . Overall , its awesome but of course there are things to be improved . So jyeah , look forward to a better one in Dec , in preparation for SYF Central Judging for Concert Bands .

36 DAYS TO AESTHETIC NIGHTS

42 DAYS TO SIBF

2010-06-09T05:49:00.002+08:00

Hey thr , people ! Miss me much ? Lol . Currently in school for band camp and its the last day , today . Break camp at 1530 later on . We were here since Monday . Hmm , many might be wondering how I manage to post , right ? Actually , I'm using Rence's laptop now . Rence , who initially was wide awake with me is now taking her nap before assemble later on for breakfast at 0715 . We'll be heading to Jalan Kayu later . Woohoo !
It was just 20 minutes ago since I had shower so as to keep myself awake just before day . I won't fall into sleep at this time or else I wont be able to wake up on time . Water was effing cold but probably quite sufficient enough to wake me up for now . I'll make sure I'll get something so that I wont fall asleep during full band later .
I cant wait to get home now cos I really need my sleep . I've not been getting sufficient sleep for three consecutive days already . And jyeah , I need to regain energy loss and recover those dark rings around my eyes . Opps , I bet boyf gonna be mad if he reads this mayns . Not getting enough sleep ?! Haih , I'm sorry but what to do right ? Lol .
And oh , talking about boyf ... He's been asking me if I'm able to go out tmrw in celebration of our 10th monthsary . Hmm , I sincerely apologised cos I really cant provide you the answer now , dearest . I hope I can make it but it still depends on how long I plan to sleep in tmrw . Hee . We'll see how , okay ?
That's all for now . I shall post about our camp when I'm back home alright . Shant spend too much time here cos it's time for me to wake my roomamates up , being the facils and room I/C.
I miss everyone at home and boyf very much ):

I'll be back , okay ! Soooooonnnnnn !

Time check : 0608 hrs . (:
Bubye , peepos !

2010-06-04T22:15:00.005+08:00

For a moment , I feel at lost . I was so upset that I felt it was the end . I swear . I almost gave up but both Rence and Joey gave me hope and I told myself that it was just part and parcel of life .

Thank you Joey and Rence for hearing me out ! ;D Maybe it's the lack of experience that caused me to be in this state . However , I'm lucky to have mentors like you two to guide me along even when you two have left the band . I'm glad I still have people to cheer me up and give advices . Many things happened but its all for one aim - TO BE THE BEST !

TO MY ONE AND ONLY EUPHONIUM SECTION ;

I believe that all of you are aware that we don't have much time left to SIBF and AESTHETIC NIGHT . After today's performance during full band , I realized I've made a huge mistake . I've neglected many things and did not think ahead . That's something I got to improve on and work on it . Technically , I know all of you are working hard and putting extra effort to be a better player . However , don't take things for granted . Be very focus during each and every sectionals/full band/rehearsal/etc . I want to see all of you on stage , together with me for both SIBF and Aesthtic Night . Being able to play with the entire section on stage is the best thing in my music-making endeavors . That's my all-time satisfaction in serving the band as a SL and HL . Thus , I may be a little more strict and demanding for the next few practices and I hope all of you understand the reason behind it . No pain no gain , right ? We suffer now , survive later okay ? Lastly , do give me your fullest cooperation during the 3D2N CAMP next week so that improve on the 3 pieces , most IMPORTANTLY . Can we do it ? YES , we can ! Let's work together and see the fruit of labor thereafter okay ?

Yes , I'm angry .

But I've put that aside and be upset instead .

I'm upset because I'm disappointed with myself .

I've failed big time .

I know I can't leave it that way .

I made it a wake-up call to myself .

It's extra work for me but I don't see it as a chore .

I'm doing it for the section and the band .

I hope we can tackle this problem by end of camp .

Yes, I'm putting on high hopes on all of you .

I've got high expectations from each of you .

LAST WORDS BEFORE I CLOSE OFF ;

TOGETHER , WE'LL BE ASPIRED TO BE GREAT .

TOGETHER , WE'LL AIM TO BE THE TOP .

TOGETHER , WE'LL ACHIEVE OUR MOST DESERVING SUCCESS .

42 DAYS TO AESTHETIC NIGHT .

48 DAYS TO SIBF .

2010-05-23T20:30:00.002+08:00

Heeeyloooo WORLD ! XD

Jyeah , its been 3 weeks since I posted . Im sorry , little diary . I hope you understand that I didnt neglect you on purpose . ): I was busy mugging/studying/revising for MYE . I really want to do well and pass with flying colors .

MYE SEASON !

Language (ENG/MT) papers were manageable . As usual , Im always screwed for MT's compre . However , I tried my best . Combined humanities , Im disappointed with myself due to bad time management . Urgh , whats wrong with me ? Ive got my facts well but hating myself now cos I didnt organized my time well . Utterly frustrated . Combined science , real bad . My all time weakness is APPLICATION questions . Ive memorized the concepts but dont know how to apply to the ques ! How FANTASTIC is that ? Tsk . Triple math papers ! POA - I wont score well for Section A , I guess . Section B , Ive got high hopes . Hee . Amath - Im seeing hope . Ive been failing ALL tests and of course I need to do really well this time so that I wont see red marking in my report book . Emath - Ive officially flunk it I guess . I admit that Ive neglected it much and Paper 1 was tough . Haih . Basically , this is all .

POST-MYE SEASON !

Got most papers back . Obviously , some were satisfying but can be better whereas others were extremely DISAPPOINTING . Urghhhhhhhhh ! But well , as what mummy and daddy always say , "Failure is the wake up call for me to work harder or rather , putting in extra effort to do better ." And yes , Im going to revise the semester's worth of work during the coming hols . Thats the FIRST agenda on my to-do-list. Of course , I do have time to spend time with beloved family and relatives , dearest boyf , lovely friends and my wonderful besties . ;D Wait up , people !

BACK TO CCA !

PHSB ; Music , our PASSION always . Back to CCA . Gawd , I miss band prac so much . Had a good start as soon as prac resumes . Listening assignments to do , theory test coming up , audition for SIBF , rehearsals for Aesthetic Night , lots more . My dear juniors , I hope the 12 pages text that Ive sent you last night serves a good encouragement and enhance a sheer determination for us to emerge as the BEST section in time to come , before I leave . Im not doing this just for us , but for the band and Mr Tang . We must make PHSB a better and successful band in the shortest time . With that , teamwork is the key . Its very enlightening to see each of you is supportive of this music-making endeavours and being well intergrated with our own fellow musicians . I hope this wont end even after you've graduated . You should continue to be committed in your passion for music and strive for greater heights in the near future ! Show me that spirit , alright ? ;D Im putting high hope on all of you ! Dont thrash it okay . Im always here if you need help even if its to the extend of giving you extra sectionals or one-to-one. Always clarify your doubts as soon as possible. Dont wait till the last minute . Just ring me up . Im 24/7 contactable through my mobile JUST for you all . Dont feel free to get me , alright . Love you all <3

Side-track ;

DAVID CHILDS ROCKS !

He's my inspiration cos he's awesome !

I look up to him (:

PS. He's a world renowned EUPHONIUM soloist !

Next up ; PTM !

Ohh myy , I dont want my report book back ! Im afraid to disappoint my parents . ): Im sorry , mum and dad .

Welcoming an edition to the family !

Its approximately less that two months before (NURIL) DIA INSYIRAH is coming to the world ! (: Yes , my baby sister is coming to the world in JULY ! And jyeah , cant wait .

Thats all for now . Bye , world .

Love you , dearest <3

Missing you alot now .

2010-05-02T18:09:00.004+08:00

The past , present and future .

Time flies . It was a year ago when Yi Jie and Rence stand down on 18th April 2009 .

And now , its Joey's turn - 30th April 2010 . Im glad that Joey loves the gifts that we've prepared for her . They may not be great but its the thoughts that counts .

The ice-cream cake , the mini eupho , the stuffed toy , everything - were just a sign of appreciation and we would like to thank you for your utmost support . We may not be perfect and all the time but I hope you didnt leave us with regrets . We hope that night's performance would stay in your mind forever . We're looking forward to your continuous commitment in helping the band and section after you've graduate ! With that , I would like to appeal to the rest of you to give me your full cooperation and emerge as the best section under my guidance in time to come . Thats what all our seniors - Rence , Yi Jie and Joey are looking forward too . AND AND AND , thats the first and the last promised Ive made to Joey ! Dont disappoint me and all of them okay ! Lastly , sheer determination and perseverance is the key to do well in everything . Never give up okay ? Lets all work together towards that goal aites ? EUPHONIUM SECTION ROCKS !

Love you all ! <3

Im impressed and touched by the spirit of PHSB. Audiences made it a point to attend our band's concert to show their support in our music-making endeavours!
So glad to see us well integrated with our own fellow musicians, and even took effort to take care of one one another in times of need . We all have come a long way in antagonizing Mr Tang and torturing him every band practice but through those sessions, Im sure he actually enjoyed the time with us and a close bond is formed! Let us all thank Mr Tang for a job well done ! ;D We may not be able to stand where we are now . Not forgetting , the contributions made by Mr Daniel Beng , Ms Lee Shu Pei and Ms Wong Wei Nee for going thru the thick and thins with us in making this special night a huge success . Lastly , appreciate the attendance of our audiences , the efforts by our dearest Sec 4s seniors and ourselves for blasting our music and made the concert and enjoyable one . On this note , may we wish our graduating seniors all the best on their upcoming major exams ! FAREWELL AND BEST WISHES , seniors !
May PHSB strive for newer heights in the near future!

ONE DOWN , TWO TO GO !

- AESTHETICS NIGHT @ YONG SIEW TOH CONSERVATORY HALL
- SIBF @ THE REPUBLIC CULTURAL CENTRE , CONCERT HALL

LET US ALL WORK TOWARDS THESE TWO EVENTS AND BRING PRIDE TO PHSB

2010-04-29T20:48:00.002+08:00

Friday , 30th April |

Its approximately 23 hours away from the graduation concert .

Moments of tears is approaching real soon . IM NOT PREPARED .

Im scared , nervous and worried . I SWEAR I WONT BE ABLE TO SLEEP TONIGHT .

Despite the fact that Im aware of the MT Papers tmrw , Im more tensed about the concert and not the paper , seriously .

You may think its unreasonable , but Im sure many of my fellow PHSB members agree with me . Especially the Sec 3s . ):

2010-04-27T19:30:00.003+08:00

5 STATIC STATIONS YESTERDAY .

Not too bad . I completed everything and didnt fail anything .

2.4KM RUN TODAY .

Totally drain me out .

Thanks to Doreen , Jermaine , Rui Yun , Rui Wen , Isabel , Xue Qi , Nicole , Amanda , Wei Ru , who helped me out after that . I was dead beat and feel faint . Dread ):

Had dinner at McD after that . Trembled , shivered the whole walk thr . Scared myself . Haih .

I need hugs and kisses from dearest boyf ):

Jyeah , plan changed .

Didnt meet today .):

MUSCLES ACHING . SPINE HURTS BADLY .

I'M IN NO CONDITION TO DO HWK NOW .

2010-04-27T18:49:00.000+08:00

Pei Hwa Symphonic Band Konzert de Amicitia 2010 !

Details are as follows:

Date/Day : 30th april 2010, Friday

Venue: School Hall (Air-conditioned)

Time: 7.30pm - 9pm

YOUR ATTENDANCE WOULD BE APPRECIATED.

PLEASE ATTEND, SUPPORT ME OR TH BAND OR WHAT.

i would be grateful if i see familiar faces coming up to me after th concert on th day :D

2010-04-17T14:19:00.003+08:00

To whom it may concern ;

If you think Im depending on you and the rest , you are wrong .

Right from the start , Im not even supposed befriending you and the rest cos you left a bad impression on my parents one fine day . I was reprimanded because of you that fine evening , which was supposed to be a enjoyable family reunion . Its just because of you that it affected the rest . Yes , I was restricted . I didn't tell you cos I don't wish to hurt your feelings . I don't mind losing but I feel guilty when I hurt someone . Now that Ive had enough of those drama plays , I'll be glad to leave . If you think Im self-centred , selfish or anything I don't care . What you and your friends think about me is none of my concern .

I don't care if my deeds are not appreciated . All I want is break-free from you and the rest cos I believe that if parents is totally against something , there's bound to be unwanted circumstances . Thus , dont be surprised if I dont approach any of you anymore .

Im hurt .

I dont care if you didn't notice .

I dont care if you're angry with me cos I know Im wrong .

I dont hold grudge on you , but idk about you .

I thrash it all out with you , its not your fault .

I hope you understand .

If this make you change , I hope its for the better .

Dont bother talking to me cos I wont change my mind .

Get that trust back in you and lead your own life that you're used to .

Dont change for people , but your future .

The past will be the past , I will move on .

2010-04-15T20:06:00.002+08:00

Im down .

Im dumbfounded .

Im speechless .
Im confused .

Im frustrated .

Im angry .

I cried twice today .

I know I had to .

But I just dont know how .

I know Im in .

But Im not sure what stops me .

I know I shouldnt be whr I am .

But its because I failed .

I know throwing tantrum isnt a good way .

But I was really flare up .

I know Im at the losing end .

But I dont need a back up .

[insertnamehere]

Ive hinted you many time but it seems that you took no notice of it .

Idk if you were pretending or you dont know for real .

Whatever it is , idc . I'll get this straight and clear it up with you .

I'll thrashed everything tonight with you . I hope you will RESPECT my decision .

[INSERTNAMEHERE]

I was being frank and you knew that . Whats the point of "transiting" when Im done with one ? So jyeah , Im avoiding and Im in a bad state right now . Furthermore , we are no longer supported by many but instead challenged . Thus , I promise you that you have to expect the unexpected .

No one starts a war - or rather ,

no one in his sense ought to do so - without first ,

being clear in his mind what he intends to achieve by that war

And how he intends to conduct it .

2010-04-10T17:33:00.002+08:00

To [INSERTNAMEHERE]

Whats the fucking problem with you , mayns ? Why are you spreading rumors around and yet still dare to tell me , him and her three effing different stories to act that you're innocent . Well , you think you're smart ? Im afraid you're not . On thursday , I fucking tell you everything and I thought I've clarified your doubts . It has proven me wrong now . Why do you have to do this ? If any of us has offended you in any way , just damn bloody tell us straight in the face alright ? Your initially thought , I've clearly told you everything and I even have evidence that I showed you . What else do you want , bitch ?

2010-04-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

Happy , excited yet nervous .

Week 6 - MYE ! Mugging season . ;D

16 April - Speech Day .

30 April - PHSB Graduation Concert ): [School Hall]

1 June - S'pore Mathematics Olympiad

7-9 June - Band Camp

17 June - 3E3 Service Learning

16 July - Aesthetics Night [Yong Siew Toh Conservatory Hall]

22/23/25 July - SIBF [March April May , The Wearing of the Green & Rakes of Mellow]

Some events that Im looking forward too this year . I hope it'll be worth waiting . ;D

2010-04-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

7 APRIL ;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YAN TONG !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FARUQ !

Birthday was a blast yet embarassing . However , Im very touched by the suprised party organised by best friend , isabel , xue qi , amanda and cai yun . I appreciate your thoughtfulness . Makes me wanna stay with you girls pretty much till the end of the world ! ;D

School .

I think by the end of the day , the entire school can assure that it was MY birthday lorhs ! Different group of people sang birthday songs for me and make it like it was a competition in which they are judged by how loud they sing . Cos they practically sang louder and louder after each group of people . Well , the BAND WON ! I mean , they made the entire canteen focused at us . SO EMBARASSING ! Anw , thanks to everyone .

Band .

Performed for assembly , both lower and upper sec . Jyeah , its the first time this year that Im glued to my euphonium the entire week . Im lovin' it ! <3>

Monday - CCA

Tuesday - Assembly & Rehearsal

Wednesday - Assembly

Thursday - CCA

Friday - CCA

FUN FUN FUN ! I love the music that we make , the culture that we have , the passion for music we practices , the commitment and determination that we pour out . If I were to list out everything , the post will never end . So jyeah .

Joey [BM cum SL] ,

Your text was saddening but I promise you that I wont let you down . The thought of you stepping down in weeks' time , teared my heart . Nonetheless , I wrote promises in my reply . Rest assured , I will never give up hope . I will follow you footsteps , if not it can only be better . ;D

HOME .

Reached home at 8-ish , after tuition . And I got greatest shock of my life . I became speechless to see my dear besties in my room , with 1 big & 5 small candles on a birthday cake . My heart dropped onto the ground cos I didnt expect anything like that to happen . Couldnt bring myself to cut the cake cos Im too touched . You girls are very thoughful . I cant describe everything in detail here cos it'll only bring tears . So jyeah , I appreciate your efforts people .

3E3'10

[THE NUTTY FAMILY]

2E6'09

[E6-ERS !]

PHSB & CCB

[IT'S MY LIFE]

FAMILY

[MY BELOVED ONES]

RUI YUN & ISABEL

[BESTIES]

EILEEN & WEI RU

[FTW!]

CHARLES , KUO CHYE & OWEN

[PRI SCH BEST MATES!]

ALYSSA , AMIRA & JELEEN

[MET THEM WHEN I WAS 12 , LEFT THEM WHEN I WAS 13 . BUT WE'RE STILL IN CONTACT! YOU GIRLS ROCKS <3]

BOYF

[THE ONE WHO INITIATED THE STEAD. ILY , DEAREST <3]

And everyone who wished me today ! Thanks , guys ! ;D

Those who made my special a an enjoyable one .

2010-04-01T21:18:00.002+08:00

Hello , readers . Im back for updating .

Things happened and Im emotionally unstable right now . Though I dont show it but it hurts deep in the heart .

School .

Im lucky to have cheerful peers around me .

They make my day , which is why I told myself not to spoil the day .

I love them to the max . Giving that black face isnt on my agenda when I step into the class . In fact , I dont have the heart too . Cos one minute of sadness means that Ive wasted one minute of happiness . So jyeah , I try to avoid that as far as possible in school .

Credits to ;

Patricia , Amanda , Annabel , Shannie , Adilah , Shawn , FGL [!] , Guo Yang & Ren Wei .

Band .

Im super duper frustrated with her , mayns . Always not heeding to advice and think she's good , huh ?! Seriously , there is a need to carry out punishment on her . Gonna make her run , I swear . I've got no choice . Its not that I want to torture her but its for her own good . If she does not adhere to this , then whats the point right ? Haih .

On the other hand , I appreciate that Farid , Shi Min and Louis are trying their best to improve and takes every chance to practice hard . Now , you guys have proven to me that you're able to be an independent players . All I ask for is , determination and perseverance . You know that there's a whole lot of events coming up . Thus , please make an effort to take greater heights and succeed . Aim high , okay . ;D

Boyf .

My reaction was very harsh on you , I bet . I apologise . I was speechless . I felt like I was stabbed in the heart . Well , it was unwelcomed though . Im pretty disturbed by other stuffs but I kept it inside so as not to spoil the day . How am I when you see me , is how I was during school and tuition . I hate to get other people involved in personal/family matters . However , it was unfortunate that I could not take it anymore and find fault with you instead . Its my fault . Dearest , please forgive me . I regretted . Being as hot-headed as I am , its hard for me to control . After I left , the bus journey back home was unpleasant . I need some space for myself now . Im sorry but Ive got to turn you down , together with my classmates . Im being fair here . I dont leave you and go to my peers . Ive told you that Im not in the mood to go out with anyone for the moment . I mean my words .

Bryan .

I hope you've clarified your doubts . Stop your guilty-conscious . I've explained everything to you just now and I hope you understand . We've sort it out and clear the misinterpretation . Thus , I look forward to a better one .

Wei Ru .

Chilax . Dont get so tensed up by everything . I feel your pain . Im here when you need me , aites ? Love you .

Eileen Per .

Its up to you to decide . Im here to support you . Ive known you well enough . Neither do I propose or oppose . Your life , your choice , your say . Loved . ;D

6 more days .

9 more day .

2010-03-21T20:42:00.003+08:00

The thought of it hurts .

I regretted .

Im hoping for a twist in this .

I dont want to see us suffering under him .

I still want the same tradition .

Many may not understand .

But few of us knows the facts right .

Unsure if we're able to progress under him .

I want this movie to end .

A new one to start .

Hoping for a twist of fate .

2010-03-21T20:07:00.003+08:00

Term break , bye bye . New term , hey hey .

Saturday - Skipped tuition . Stayed home . Did assignments .

Sunday - Out for lunch . Home-d . Did assigments .

Monday - CCA . Dinner . Burned midnight oil .

Tuesday - Mugging .

Wednesday - Tuition . Home-d . Nap . Mugged .

Thursday - Hang out at Amira's place , together with Alyssa . Movie marathon . Small feast . Wii-ed . Left . Met boyf . Home-d .

Friday - CCA . Dinner . Met boyf . Home-d .

Saturday - Tuition . Lunch . Met boyf . Assigments .

Sunday - Last day of mugging . Completed everything . Now , I can set my mind off the brain-wrecking homeworks .

17 more days . ;D

A pretty brief summary of my term break .

Well , it may not be my type on blogging these days .

Fact is , I lost the enthusiasm to blog that often and detailed .

Sincere apologies to those who have religiously reading my blog . ):

2010-03-13T19:40:00.000+08:00

CAMP CAMP CAMP !

Full of adventure , fun and laughter !

Sheerwood , challenge village , paintball , tree-climbing , waterfall hiking , nature walk @ taman negara , campfire , lights off , shower , everything !

All the precious moments will be locked in my mind for my entire life , I SWEAR !

I cant describe and tell all the WONDERFUL experiences in words now .

200 PICS are up in FB ! Do visit them to tell you how much fun we had during camp !

3E3'10 - the nutty family

thanks to peanut and cashew nut for making the camp a pretty organised one .

in addition to that , making the class even more bonded .

i love the campfire !

not forgetting , ms kanch and mr tiger who left their family back here , to be with us .

thanks to everyone , who made this camp a success !

10-12 March will be craved in my mind .

2010-03-04T21:46:00.003+08:00

Short and sweet post for now for the sake of keeping it alive ;D

Common Test 1 down ! Results down !

Overall , good effort but can be better , I hope .

Failed AMath by 2 marks . That's a learning point for me .

For the rest , it's relatively fine . Just need more exposure to different types of application question for all subjects . Thats very important . I will pull up my socks during the coming term break .

On the brighter side, Im looking forward to the upcoming Sec 3 level camp next week !

10-12 March @ Tanjung Piai , JB , Msia .

The accommodation is awesome ! Better than expected .

The activities ; Paintballs , Jetty Jump , Obstacles Course , Tree-climbing , Flying Fox , many more !

OMG , cant wait . I bet it'll be the most memorable camp in my entire life ! Full of adventure . Yes , we gonna stink , swim in mud , everything . Im mentally prepared for the cos its a once in a lifetime opportunity . We're there to enjoy yet learn values . So jyeah .

I'll be back with more stuffs !

Camp camp camp !

Woohoo ~

2010-02-16T15:29:00.002+08:00

Currently at Jln Mariamah , JB , Msia . (check out picas in FB!)
Yes , Im on a vacation at my aunt's place .
It was a last minute decision to follow my aunt and her family back here when they came to Spore on Sunday .
Im having so much fun here since the day I arrived . Despite the fact that I had to sacrifice few things after leaving , Im not regretting any part of this . Why did I make this sudden decision ?
I didnt tell any of my friends .
Uhm , Im quite stressed out and depressed with studies and everything . Therefore , I look things on the brighter side . I came here telling myself that by taking some time off town can is a form of relaxation . My aunt and uncle have been bringing me around , together with their children - Abg Sya , Kak Yan and Abg Hani . Going out with them is all about fun and laughter . I realised that life can always be more than just going by the book . With that , I told myself that whatever I "left" in Spore will just be there .
On the other hand , life here is so much peaceful and conducive . I do bring my homework along . Given the environment , I managed to complete all of them in one afternoon .
; AMath , EMath , English Essay , Social Studies skilled practice . It was only then that I realised I actually got a longer concentration span than I thought .

Currently blogging and listening to songs . Will be back in Spore by tonight . Was supposed to leave this morning but I overslept . I woke up when it was lunchtime and then my uncle checked the causeway line and said that the causeway jam like shit . Yes , its true . So wait till now . Anw , Ive got nothing to worry . Ive got all my homework done , packed my bag before I leave . So jyeah .
Furthermore , it'll be disastrous to be stuck in a jam in the hot sun . Haahs . ;D

To boyf ,
Im sorry that we are unable to spend our day together today which had been planned initially . Im not sure if Im able to make later on for Mr Wong's open house . I'll text you as soon as Im back in Spore .

To Zulhelmy ,
Ive read your text . I understand that you're sad but yet to know why . Must tell me later when I get back to okay .

To Syafiqah ,
I was unable to reply . I know I did tell you that I wasnt going anywhere during this long weekend . But as I said earlier on , it was a last minute decision . Im sorry for not informing you .

To Darius ,
I wont be able to turn up for the steamboat feast today . As much as I want to , but Im still here - Msia . Haahs ;D

To Shawn "BF" ,
You've been texting since I reach JB . I apologised for not replying you like usual . Well , its my fault that I didnt inform you despite being very clear that you'll text me and ask for clarifications . Im sorry , "BF" .

To Shannie ,
Im not sure what you wanted from me yesterday . But I assume that you're asking me out something . Scandie , miss me ah ? Second day of CNY and yet you're asking me out . Haahs , you should get what I mean right . Love , imyt & ilyt !

Till here dhen .
PS. Please disregard the organisation for this post cos I know it's quite messy . Im in a rush . Thus , I just type out whatever comes true my mind . I'll write a better post when Im back in Spore .
Toodles ;D

DEAREST , IMY !

2010-02-14T19:26:00.000+08:00

Class tests , down . Results to go !

Apparently , all of it were demoralizing . Borderline passes for all . Not that I didn't study but basically I sat for the papers with a blank mind , which shouldn't be the case .

POA - Rate of difficuty ; 3/5 It wasn't a tough paper if you were to memorize all the terms , etc . However on the darker side , I balanced a wrong figure on the balance sheet ! My answer was $325,600 . The model answer is $325,700 ! Im like ... Wthell ? You should get what I mean right .

English - Essay writing . I chose 'Write about a time when you and your close friend had a quarrel and what happened after that.' Very typical examination topic but not something simple . Ive got a great instinct that I went off-topic the moment I handed up the paper . Hmmm .. And I think its quite true . Well , haven't got back the papers . We'll see how .

E Math - Quite easy paper . Ive learned to think fast . But Im starting to make more and more careless mistakes . (Influenced from Shawn Lee , inside joke) Just a minor mistake in between the working gives me a straight zero .

A Math - Moderate paper . Not too tough , not too easy . But I was quite confident I can make it until the papers came back to me . Such a disappointing marks . Haih . I breakdown instantly . Thanks to Annabel and Shawn who managed to console and comfort me .

ML - Letter writing . Grammar and vocab mistakes all over . Organisation , fail . All the usual mistakes that I'll do for ML papers . But atleast I passed , once in a while occurrence . Yes , thats how bad my MT papers will be .

Social Studies - I am aware that I didnt explain and elaborate much but I know my facts well . Was one mark away from passing . Well , at least I know where my mistakes are . SO jyeah , I will buck up .

History - Tested on inferential skills . Have yet to get back our papers but all I can hope for is that I was on the right track in inferring the sources . Thats all .

With that I'll start on a new note which I hope can brighten this post . Lols , random but its logical right ?

10 February 2010
Happy 6th monthsary dearest !
Im happy that our relationship is getting better and closer now .
We've come this far and Im proud of it .
My love for you will never change .
I treasure you for who you are.
The heart for you is from the purest heart and soul of me .
Her care for him is simple yet full of warmth .
There's only two time that I'll want to be with you - Now & Forever .
Forever and always - A romance that I'll never regret .
I love you dearest <3

Happy 6th monthsary to you too dearest .
Im glad that we've come this far and have not regretted a moment of it , though we shared abit of quarrels .
Time sure flies .
Half a year already , since last August .
Hope we can stay this way for the months to come .

13 February 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
;DIYANAH
;NADIAH
;LIYANA
You girls have grown a year older today . May Allah bless you . May you achieve what you desire and happy always . All the best and good luck in everything . Hope you enjoy your special day and may the years ahead be a better one each time .

14 Febuary 2010
;HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UNCLE AMY !
Celebrated his birthday at Punggol Park . Had an enjoyable BBQ party . Pics are up on FB (some) !
; HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS , TEACHERS & THEIR FAMILY !
May it'll be a prosperous year for all .
;HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY TO ALL COUPLES !
For those who are officially together , last long people .
For those who are together just for the day , may you people had a great time together .
;HAPPY BESTFRIENDS' DAY
To those who wants it to be more general , thats what you guys should wish each other .
Specially for -
Chan Rui Yun , Joan
Isabel Tan Mei Jun
Koh Wei Ru
Chee Kai Shan , Shannie
Alyssa Azmi
Nur Amira Asri
Jeleen Angela Prijoles Rondon
Diyanah
Nur Sakinah Jalil
Nica Ravina
Nur Adilah Taib
Shawn Lee Jing Rui
Shawn Ng Jia Jie
Cheong Kah Meng , Darius
Edmund Wong
Edmond Oh

- AND THE LIST GOES ON AND ON ...

2010-02-07T17:25:00.002+08:00

25-29 January '10

A hectic week , I'd say . Mugging all the way to prepare for tests and stuffs . Burning the midnight oil and lack of sleep . Whats worse , Im suffering from insomnia . During that week too, both my parents enrolled me into another tuition centre , which is the same as Shannie's . Awesome , right ? Took up lessons for POA , Amath and Chem . Every Wed afternoon , 3.5 hours . Haih , there goes my Wed afternoon . -.-' Ive only got Tue for break , mayns . The rest of the week is totally packed lor . Close to no life laa . Haiyoo .

30 January'10

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY NEPHEW , MUHD SHAZRIQ QUSYAIRI ! YOU'RE 3 ALR , SWEETIE !

Went for tuition at HSS that morning and dhen had a good afternoon nap for about 2 hours . Dhen complete my homeworks and did some revisions . Like crazy . Mugged like hell lor . Tests , quizzes , etc coming up . Brain wrecking sia . Do revision can manage , paper on the table - MIND GOES BLANK ! How perfect is that ? Stress seyh .

31 January'10

Spent the day with dearest , together with the 6 Gays , AJYP , Eileen and Shannie . Went to catch Tooth Fairy at GV , TM . TOOTH FAIRY IS A MUST WATCH MOVIE , okay ! Totally hilarious . Full comedy but happy ending at the end .

After the movie , the guys took time to enjoy at the arcade . After that , we left . Went separate ways . The girls came over my place and we have study group till abt 8pm .

1-5 Febuary'10

Had class tests almost everyday . POA , amath, emath, english, history, ss, chem, phy, etc .

Screwed up for all . Nervous breakdown . Idiot mayns . On the bright side , I think I can make it .

Besides that , we're all excited about the Sec 3 level camp in March !

Sec 3 level P.R.I.D.E/YOG adventure camp at Tanjung Piai, Johore Bahru, M'sia from March 10-12 . Wee haa !

6 Febuary'10

Went for tuition . Was supposed to meet dearest at his place at 2 but I fell asleep while resting on bed . So I ended up leaving my place at 3 and we met at inter instead . Im sorry , dearest ! Train-ed down to bugis to look for D&N's bday gift. Aftermath , dearest went to look for Sam for his drumsticks . Bla bla bla .

Bus-ed 80 to hougang inter and 72-ed to Regentville, D&N's residence. Saw 2E6-ers and peeps from 2N3 . Chat chat chat . Eat eat eat . Cut the cake . Deserts . Entertainment , etc .

2E6-ers boys were damn funny ytdy , especially FGL and EW . On the other hand , dearest made new friends . And dhen he found out that Melvin Chen is his kind of "kakis". Suprisingly, they click mayns . We were all shock . Those who were there , knows it the best . And dhen , dearest was also known for his pro-ness in DDR (inside joke). Haahs . Also , he found the answer to describe his likes in gaming which is , 'RHYTMIC GAMES'. Thanks to MC . ;D

Dearest and I left at 9-ish . I love that night . Thanks for accompanying me , dearest . Sorry for scaring you at a moment , dearest .

7 Febuary '10

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLES CHUA SI ZHAO . 15 ALR LEH ! HAAHS , LOLS .

Spent the day at home , with my two lovable nephews , who sleepover since last night, together with my cousin . So fun to have them here . Brightens up my day today . And now , here am I blogging , listening to music , fb-ing , net-surfing and chatting .

I guess I'll stop here . Cya , readers . Bye bye , toodles .

2010-01-24T14:53:00.003+08:00

I really think that I should go back into blogging now or this dearest page of mine will be a white elephant .

Let me see , where should I start . Hmmm.

I'll summarize the past weeks from my last post and proceeds , if possible .

14-20 December '09

Basically stayed home the entire and did some practice questions for Math . ;D I was bored , thats why . Other than that , either I read my books , used the laptop or watched tv . Jyeah , Ive got no life . Why ? Uhm , I was broke during that time so the only way to stop spending was to stay home for at least a week . And it worked , okay ! Haahs (:

21 -27 December '09

As I mentioned , I was broke for the previous week . So jyeah . I "diligently" stayed home during that week and managed to get permission from my parents to get out . Gees ;D

And with some allowance , of course ! I spent most of the days that week with dearest boyf . We enjoyed the time spent together and treasure them . ;D Went to the movies , hang-out with his best friends , etc . During this long hols are times when we see each other often . Im happy , you know . ;D (insertreasonshere)

28-31 December '09

Dearest boyf was away for band camp on from 28-30 Dec . He came over early in the morning to see me before he leaves . Sweet right ? We had breakfast together and then walked down the street towards the bus stop . I sent him to Coral Sec since there's still time before I had to report for band prac . So jyeah . Bus-ed 88 thr . Talk talk talk . Alighted at the inter and walked to CSS . After , I took 89 back to SK and met Isabel and off to school for CCA .

Coral Concert Band held a Graduation Concert on 29 Dec '09 at their school hall . Went there wil Eileen , Randyne and Alyssa . Overwhelming performance , overall . Worth it !

Aftermath , I spent the last two days of the year with dearest boyf <3>

1-3 January '10

First three days of the year were spent with family , friends and boyf , respectively ! It was a great start . Set new year resolutions for myself , family and the lovingly relationship . I felt it was worth doing all those cos Im sure it'll come true though it may take a long time , for some . ;D

4-10 January'10

First week of school was not too bad . The newly introduced subjects werent as alienated as I thought . Thanks to the teachers who made the subjects fun ! Well , not all though .

11-17 January'10

It was a hectic week . Many things could happen within a short period of time . However , I enjoyed my weekend . Went for Mirificus 10 at VCH . It was a joint concert by Toa Payoh South CC Wind Band & Loyang Sec Symphonic . Boyf's mum had extra tics to the concert so he asked Randyne and I to tag along .

18-24 January '10

Horrifying week ! During this period of time when teachers comes in and inform you the tests dates , etc . Class test are coming up in week 5 and Common Tests are coming up in week 8/9 . Time to mug , people !

Thats all for now . I know it's just a brief post but at least it can keep the page of mine alive ! Wee haa ~ ;D

I'M MISSING THE 2E6-ERS ATMOSPHERE AND THE IN-HOUSE CONDUCIVE ENVIRONMENT ! OHHH MYYY ! CAN I HAVE THEM BACK AS A CLASS ?!

2009-12-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

I aint gonna write much this time cos Im letting the pics speaks .
Haahs , Im lazy to post these days . So jyeah . Im sorry , people !
Do visit for the pics . Im loving the new photo uploader there , thats why .
I'll just give headlines to whatever stuffs that I felt it should be highlighted , thats all .

Monday , 7th Dec 09
Stayed home the whole day . Boring , I know . But I did manage to keep myself occupied . So jyeah , I was quite contented .

Tuesday , 8th Dec 09
HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY TO NAURAH QURAISYA , MY LIL CUTIE NIECE !
Went over to ECP to celebrate her birthday . It was awesome . Had fun spending time with my all-time cool cousins - Herni Syazwani , Sharbina & Aizat . We talked alot and crap about every little thing . And , I found out something really interesting yet disgusting . Tsk ! Im sure gonna investigate on that . (Secret plan between us)

Wednesday , 9th Dec 09
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO NICA RAVINA !

May God bless you in everything you do .
Strive hard to succeed in both academic and CCA .
Im glad to know a friend like you .
You know when I need you most .
Those little secrets that we share are kept within .
I remember the time when I broke the news about "AFTER 8 MONTHS"
You congratulated me and I knew that Ive got the support from you , most importantly .
Not forgetting ;
Kina - Who always tells me to move on , no matter how hard the journey is .
Nadia - Was glad to know that my dream had came true
Shannnie [!] - Understands me all the time & hearing my silly joke/craps .
I very fortunate to have people like all of you around me .
Thanks for everything that you've given me .
Nica , this is your bday gift from me to you .
You're loved , darling . ♥

Thursday , 10th Dec 09
HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY TO BOYF & I ♥
I was delighted to see a text from you when I on-ed my phone after I woke up . You wished me sincerely , penning me you thoughts . You brightened up my day . You wished my at 12 midnight SHARP that night . I feel the honour though I only saw it the next morning at 8 . I guess I was too tired that I dozed off . Im sorry . After all , I did mention to you that I recognized you sincerity right ?

Happy 4th Monthsary , dearest BOYF ♥
Its been a tough roller coaster ride thru this months , days , hours , minutes & seconds .
Nevertheless , Im happy that we managed to breakthrough the obstacles and move .
Its the 4th month today and still counting for better days & months that we're looking forward to .
Im grateful to have you by my side , going thru thick and thin together .
Im gladd that this relationship isn't a one-sided thing .
I may have hurt you in a way or another , I apologise.
Thanks for everything .♥

Friday , 11th Dec 09
Met boyf & Sam for basketball at 1030 , over at Elias Road .
Left the place at 12-ish and headed to DT . Bus-ed 358 there and alighted few stops after .
Didn't joined the guys cos Im meeting Eileen , Edmund , Edmond , Hong Zhao & Melvin Goh for a trip to Marina Barrage , which was a last-minute plan the previous night . Anw , the guys were planning for arcade-ing . Im not interested , though . So , bus-ed 89 to CP and waited for Eileen , who agreed to accompany me for lunch as I obviously haven't had mine . Yes , I dont want to starve . Plus , the guys will obviously be late . So jyeah . Eventually , we could kill time . (: Train-ed to Marina Bay . Shuttle-ed to Marina Barrage . I was the most lucky one , who didn't get drenched . Pics are up on FB !

Saturday , 12th Dec 09
Rot at home .

Sunday , 13th Dec 09
HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY , NUR IZZATI !
Will be going for her MASQUERADE BIRTHDAY PARTY at Theatrette , The Jeluntong CC , Sembawang later in the evening .

2009-12-07T11:40:00.002+08:00

I've got nth to do right now, So I'ma do this quiz.

Which was tagged by Diela. Thanks eh . :D

This or that

1O to go.

1.Are you single?: Haahs , nope .
2.Are you happy?: Kindda .
3.Are you bored?: Hell jyeah.
4.Are you fair?: No no no.
5.Are you indian?: No. MALAY. :D
6.Are you stupid?: No one's perfect , right ?
7.Are you honest?: Yes! Heehs. No at times.
8.Are you irish?: NO.
9.Are you nice?: Yes! :D
10.Are you asian?: YES!

Ten facts.

Full name: Nur Sabrina Binte Md Rapi
Nickname: Sab , Sabby .
Birthplace: Singapore.
Hair colour: Black , with a little dark hazel at the ends .
Hair style: Simple yet neat .
Eye colour: Black .
DOB: 07 April . Presents , please ! Heehs :D
Mood: Bored yet happy .
Favourite colour: Purple , black and white ! :D
One place you wished to visit: LAS VEGAS !

Ten facts about your love.

1.Been in love? YUPS .
2,Believe in love in first sight? YUPS .
3.Currently have a crush? Haahs , jyeah .
4.Hurt emotionally before? Jyeah !
5.Broken someone's heart? Jyeah.
6.Have your heart broken? Yes !
7.Like someone but kept in heart? Jyeah.
8.Are you afraid of commitment? Nope.
9.Last person you hugged? Heh. Mummy :D
10.Last person you said ILYs? Boyf :D

This or That.

Love or lust: Love.
Cats or dogs: CATS , duh !
Best friends or regular friends: Both.
Creamy or crunchy: Both.
Pencil or pen: Pencil for sketches , pen for journals .
Wild night out or romantic in: Both !
Money or happiness: Both.
Night or day: Night . Im suffering from insomnia . So , cant sleep at night .
IM or phone: Phone !

Have you ever.

Been caught sneaking out? I'm too good to do that !
Seen a polar bear? YES . In the Zoo . And seeing it again this Friday thr !
Done something you regret? Uhm , YEAH !
Jumping? Who doesn't?
Eat food that is on the floor? NOOOO!
Eat an entire Jaw breaker?: Chewing Gum counts ? If yes , jyeah .
Been caught naked: NO .
Wanted bf back? You mean , ex-bf ? Hell , no !
Cried because lost a person forever? Yeah , who doesnt ?
Wanted to disappear? Yeah. Wish it'd be forever.

Preference of love
Smiles or eyes: Both :D
Light or dark hair: Dark .
Hugs or kisses: Hugs ! :D
Shorter or taller: Taller !
Intelligence or attraction: Both!
Violent or pathetic: NONE.
Older or younger: Same age ! :D
Outgoing or quiet: Outgoing.
Sweet or bad: Sweet. :D

Have you.

Performed in a large crowd? Yeah ! I'll be faking if I say no cos it starts from young , though .
Talk on the phone longer than a hour: YES !
A rock concert: No ! Not my type .
Cheerleading team: Heehs . NO .
Dance team: Nope . Im proud to be in the BAND !
Sports team: Heehs , I cant recall . Think its a NO .
Drama play or production: Uhm , jyeah . Im primary school .
Owned rich cars: Haahs , I wished . But nope .
In a rap video: NO .

Last.

Last call you made: Mummy .
Hugged: Mummy :D
Hung out: A week ago ? With 2E6'09 people .
Work: Saturday , 5 Dec .
Talked to: Sis .
You IM'ed: Best friend <3
Texted: Boyf <3
Movie: 500 days of Summer . (Im catching a movie tmrw , anw)
Last person or thing you miss: BOYF <333

Tag 20 people to do the quiz.
1. DIYANAH
2. NICA
3. KINA
4. AMIRA
5. ALYSSA
6. JELEEN
7. WEI RU
8. ANNABEL
9. CAROLINE
10. EILEEN PER
11. RANDYNE
12. EDMUND
13. EDMOND
14. EMIL WEE
15. DOMINIC SOH
16. SHANNIE , SCANDIE [!]
17. SERI NADIA
18. FARHANA
19. MARYAM
20. FARUQ

That's all. :D

2009-12-04T14:35:00.004+08:00

Hey thr , earthlings ! Havent been blogging these days . Reasons being , lazy ! Huaks , heehs . (:
Shall recap the week , anw .

Monday , 30th Nov
2E6'09 Outing to Pulau Ubin !
Boyf gave me a morning call at 0715 , as promised the previous night . Cos he knew I wouldnt wake up that early yet Im meeting my classmates at 0830 . Well , I rejected 3 calls from him before I actually answered him and dhen he was like , "Hmmm , finally you're awake ." And he said something else . But nahh , I was still sleepy and dhen didnt hear what he said . And yes , I went back to sleep after hanging up . Woke up at 0800 and chiong-ed . Met them at 0845 and pheww , I wasnt the last one anw . Haahs !
Bus-ed to Changi Terminal - Boat-ed to Pulau Ubin - Cycled a distance of 9km from the jetty to the entrance of Chek Jawa - back the same way .
The moments being together as one will be treasured . Though not many turned up but I could see the ever-lasting bonding spirit as a class despite knowing the fact that we're going on different paths next year , 2010 . Its sad to leave the class but we dont have a choice , do we ? Its all because we're succeeding and has to move on . So jyeah . My love for the class will never change .

Tuesday , 1st Dec
Welcome December ! How time flies . Its only a month away from 2010 and Im not fully prepared for a new school term . Nevertheless , I gotta push myself . Didnt do much on this day . I practically stayed home cos Im traumatised by an incident during (inserthere) . I couldnt sleep and all . Thankfully , there's byKina , SCANDIE [!] and dearest boyf who gave me the support and will to calm things down and stuffs . Thanks to all <3

Wednesday , 2nd Dec
Went swimming with aunt , alongwith cousins and a maid . 10 of us in all . 2 adults : 8 children/kids . Haahs , jyeah . CHAOTIC , mayns . Enjoyed myself in the pool and managed to get away with the traumatised thing during that time . But when out to the roads , I fear everything .

Thursday , 3rd Dec
I rot at home . Nothing much that I did . I was bored that I decided to call boyf for a random chat . Haahs .

Friday , 4th Dec
HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY TO BELOVED MUMMY !
You're the best mummy in the eyes of adeq and I ! Love you , mummy .
Didnt had a celebration cos mummy has to work and her friends are treating her dinner that night . So jyeah . But I did have a plan that I worked out with aunt . But we cancelled it cos her friends "booked" her first , actually . My plan was actually a surprise party , thus she didnt knew about it . But nvm , its the thoughts that counts . Big wishes for her is my gift .

2009-11-26T15:43:00.002+08:00

It'll be a short post for now . Well , haven't been blogging cos there's not much interesting stuffs that took place this week . This is for the fact that Im GROUNDED ! Yes , G-R-O-U-N-D-E-D ! Surprising much ? But jyeah , its the fact .
Reasons being ;
Ive been spending too much time/money outside for the past weeks and also , have yet to recover from my damn cough which has been a week plus now . How irritating can that be , huh ? With that , Ive got to turn down some tempting invitations by friends and boyf . Haiyooo . Im sorry , people ! Next week , aites ? Forget it , shant broad over this cos it'll take another day to complete .

On the bright side , Ive survived a 4D3N band camp last week . It was undeniably AWESOME ! I can see how bonded the band is now , esp the juniors-seniors relationship . Im glad to see the transformations . Many might ask whats the most memorable part of the camp ? My ans is ; Being part of the camp is the most memorable cos it taught me how joyous can it be being in PHSB ! PHSB rocks , aites ?! Pics are all up in FB !

Uhm well , I guess til here dhen . More updates after class outings ! Omgayy , Im so looking forward to those ! Luckily , my grounding period ends by then . Pheeeww !
See ya , earthlings (:

2009-11-15T21:31:00.001+08:00

Its been a long time since I acknowledged this dearest blog of mine . Well , Im sorry to those whom religiously reads my blog (:
I'll just highlight some events , which makes my day .

10 Nov 2009

Happy 3RD Monthsary to boyf and me ! <3>

Dedicated to boyf ;
Its the 3RD month today and things seems so interesting .
Our relationship is getting better and we're much happier .
For love , you emphasise much on care and concern ;
Being dearly , you share the laughters.
As a boyf , you ask me out to show that you're concerned and care about me ;
Taking every little chance to be with me for acknowledgment and jokes.
With love , Girlf <3
Dedication from boyf;
I love you because -
You can handle my temperament/"mood swings" .
You dont really ask much questions .
You know when you've taken things too far .
You trust your own way of thinking .
In short , I love you just the way you are . Boyf <3

11 Nov 2009
Went out with boyf to Marina .
SK inter - MRT-ed to Doubhy Ghuat , transit - Marina Bay - Shuttle bus-ed to Marina Barrage - Suntec City
Was glad that we could spend time together .
We talked , crap-ed and I was "bullied" . ):
Overall , it was worthwhile and I enjoyed it very much .

15 Nov 2009
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO SHAWN NG JIA JIE !
Whoah , shuai-ge has turned 14 , mayns (:

Went to Eileen's place to have his bday celebrated . It was awesome .
Meet up at CP . 159-ed to her place . Boys gambled , girls poker-ed (excluding byKINA & I) , boys soccer-ed (Im not joking) , girls prepared the food , etc .
Truth & dare ; Towards the end . Moments of LAUGHING OUR ASS OUT ! (inside joke)
I wont elaborate here . Visit Eileen Per's FB to have the pictures that speaks of thousands words . :D

2009-11-07T15:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO CHAN RUI YUN & CHAN RUI WEN !
You two have finally turned 14 , huh ? Old liaox ler . Muahahaha !

Anw , went for the Passing Out Parade of the Band and Drum Majors from Secondary School bands in Singapore , last evening/night . It was awesome . The band majors did a great job in playing the pieces and the macework by the drum majors .

PHSB ;
Xin Fei looked so SHUAI lor . Haahs , inside joke . *Ahem*
Congrat to our dearest Drum Major in completing the 5 days NCO camp ! It must be damn tiring for you but it's worth the efforts , I bet . Took pics . Blah blah blah .

CCB ;
Saw them near where we were standing . Went over to them as June saw me alr . Haahs .
Danial (DM) and Mingxuan (BM) look good , mayns . Solid GENTLEMEN look . (:
Didn't stayed for long cos feel so paiseyh la . Left them for so long alr . I dont get along them despite for the fact that I do miss being with them . Uhm , what to do ?
"We'll be competitors in 2010 ," quoted from Mr Wong .

2009-11-06T14:46:00.002+08:00

STREAMING RESULT IS OUT !

I've got into 3E3 into 2010 . It may not be the class that I wanted but 3E3 isn't a bad class after all . I bet I'll be more than happy being in that class . (:

SUBJECT COMBINATION ;
#1 English
#2 Malay
#3 E Math
#4 SS/Hist
#5 A Math
#6 Sci (Phy/Chem)
#7 POA (Ive never thought of doing this subject)

Those are what Ive chosen and are given to my desire . I promised myself to do well for everything and hopefully , not dropping any subject including POA . We decide , teachers recommend and consider . They know what we're capable of and we shouldn't let them down . After all , the gaining party is US and not the teachers . Our success is their success , too . To show that you're great , strive to do well and make our dearest family , teachers and those who care for you proud . (:
With that , Im working out to start studying during this hols and start the year 2010 with some basic knowledge in mind .

Some friends are planning to start pre-lessons in a study group . Uhm , Im still considering despite the fact that I want it so much . Anw , I'll only be having tuition once a week for Eng and E Math , 1.5 hours per subject . It doesnt help much but it depends on how the individual take it as . As for me , I can see myself improving slowly and Im happy being there . Might as well , continue it . So jyeah . Other than that , help from elder cousins , peers and teachers are much needed .

"Whatever you got and/or given is all up to you how you manage it . Its your choice , your future . Mummy and daddy will only be there supporting you to do well cos we know we cant really help you in your studies ," quoted from dearest parents .

To see how concern they're now and then , I really do not wish to let them down in a way or another . My achievements is their pride , my happiness is their smiles and my journey is their support .

I must have the strength and will to always go on even though I fall 10 over times cos there's sure failures in everything . No one's perfect . An ambition to be a lawyer isn't easy at all . Thus , to study is one thing and to do well is another . They're linked . Never give is the key . I hope I'll manage it well .

2009-11-06T07:24:00.002+08:00

Hey there . Uhm , Im back from camp !
Actually was back two days ago but haven't had the chance to blog .

Attended a 3D2N Leadership Camp at Shines Outdoor , Upper Boon Keng .
I felt that it was kindda boring cos it we spent the whole time indoor , listening to lectures . It was a lecture-based camp . We sat on the hard , ceramic floor in the hall for hours till our butts became numb .
However , there's a reason to every cause . Uhm , the lectures that we attend was to teach us how to be a good and confident leader in time to come . We must know how to lead ourselves before we could be trained to lead others - thats the first thing that was said when lecture begins .

To be continued ...

Last Day of School

2009-10-30T22:56:00.002+08:00

The Sec 2 year has officially come to an end .
Ive come this far , together with my peers and we've got our report books .
Its our streaming year and it means that we gonna part our ways next year .
I cant bear to leave 2E6 , seeing that it's an united class .
No other Sec 2 classes can beat the strong bonding between us .
Every time and moment is precious .
The most memorable one being those times when we were mugging together as a class .
YES , as a class .
Staying back , meeting up , etc ; For study group .
That proves the bonding spirit .
For EOY overall , everyone passed ! Cheers for that (:
But unfortunately , some still didn't make it cos they failed MYE overall .
Nevertheless , ue guys shouldn't be demoralized .
May this be a learning point for all of ue and aim to strive hard next time .

And as for me , I didn't achieve the grades that I aimed but it was good enough .
Ive got 1A , 6Bs , 2Cs and 1E .
I know Ive put in much effort into everything and the results tells me how much effort Ive put in . Alhamdulilah .
Whatever it is , Im promoted to Sec 3E next year . Im just waiting for the streaming results , hoping I'll get into my first choice .

During the hols , Im gonna get some O levels series assessment books and diligently do them during my spare times . As what Ms Yang said , "Its not too early to revise for Os."
I agree . Its only 1 year 3 months (estimated) away for the major exam and its really a short period of time . With this 2 months vacation , Ive got to make full use of it to get my fundamentals mastered and dhen my Sec 3 & 4 journey will be slightly easier , hopefully .

2009-10-23T23:06:00.002+08:00

Hey there, readers !
It'll be a fast post now .

The second-last point on my wishlist has been strike out alr .
Ive improved a little on the EOY's overall , except Science . I was expecting that cos that isnt my strength at all .
My Math was below expectation but it wasnt that bad afterall . Im quite pleased .
In short , I did give my best and Im happy with the grades . Im just waiting for the report book and see if there's anything that can be better , in helping me to pull up my grades for streaming .
After 4 days of thorugh consideration , Ive finally pen down my choices for which subjects combination I would love to do . It was a tough decision cos Ive got quite limited choices .
Firstly , I eliminated those which I really dont wish to do .
Secondly , consider some alternatives .
Lastly , prioritize my interests .
Ive made my choices and I hope I didnt make any mistake in the decision-making cos it would determine my future and I really want to achieve my dream badly .
I want to ro do further stidy in the faculty/course that I will take up in years to come when I proceed to higher education level .
With that , Ive got to prepare myself for more challenging and difficult obsracles along the way and ready to sacrifice more time and effort as the new year approaches .
Plus , Im seriuously looking for seniors and/or tutors and/or study group(s) for extra guidance/teaching during the weekends . I can cope on my own all the time . Ive got to find ways and not waiting for miracle to happen .

To readers -
Every cause has its reasons ,
Every action has a consequence ,
Every step has a difference ,
Every effort is worthwhile .

Never think of giving up ,
Never think that something's imposible ,
Never think of not being able to succeed ,
Never think that you're not capable of getting something .

Till here , I hope for this would change the mindset of those who always think that you're going to fail forever cos everyone has an equal chance to achieve the best . Have a positive mind and take every failure as a learning point . That way , you wont be disappointed when you didnt manage to get what you want cos things dont always go like the way you it to be .

Nights earthlings . (:

2009-10-22T21:54:00.010+08:00

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY , SHAWN LEE JING RUI !
Hello there , earthlings !
How are you ?
Im fine right here (:

School's alright today .
First period was History .
Ms Nalini went thru the last ques for the EOY paper .
After that , she screened a movie of "The Pianist" .

A Polish Jewish musician struggles to survive the destruction of the Warsaw ghetto of World War II.
A brilliant pianist, a Polish Jew, witnesses the restrictions Nazis place on Jews in the Polish capital, from restricted access to the building of the Warsaw ghetto. As his family is rounded up to be shipped off to the Nazi labor camps, he escapes deportation and eludes capture by living in the ruins of Warsaw.

Didnt manage to finish watching the entire movie .
But Ms Nalini promised to screen it again on Mon (:
Im so looking forward to it , aites ?
Ive got a very deep interest for History , okay !
So far , its such a saddening story and more tears-welcoming scenes to come .
Tsk tsk tsk .
Hitler is heartless , mayns .

Next lesson was Eng .
Mdm Low talked about our results .
Bla bla bla .
Dhen .. Actually she planned to show us a movie , too .
"Anne Frank" , she's a famous Jews who died in a Death Camp while under imprisonment .
But but but . There was some technical difficulty and so we cant watch it .
Andy , Aldwin and Shawn L tried their best to help but to no avail .
Thanks , guys !

Soon , it was recess .
Sat with SCANDIE [!] , byKINA , SuperNica and AZY .
Eat eat eat . Talk talk talk . Drink drink drink .

Next , MT .
Im so so so loving Cikgu Faizah , mayns !
She's an awesome teacher . I bet the class would agree with me , aites ?
She gave us riddles to solve and jokes to laugh at .
So fun fun fun !

Following that , CME .
Mdm Low had Phonics class during lesson .
Haahs , it was so humorous that the entire class was laughing the whole time .
Nevertheless , it was for to our benefit .
Typical Sinagaporean teenagers these days dont speak in proper in Eng .
In the long run , our oral skills could be improved if much trainings are implemented .
She explains from A-Z why it was important to know those stuffs .

Up next , Math .
Ms Yang gave us some advices with regards to streaming and telling us who are or are not encouraged to take A Math as one of the electives .
A Math , in the lond run would be able to help one alot whereas POA hinders the choices when one proceeds to JC/Polytechnic in years to come .
After , she taught us on drawing of quadratic graphs . The class did not too well for that ques in EOY , thats why .

Last lesson of the day (:
Mdm Low came in with the LONG MARK SHEET .
Thats just the combined SA2 grades , though . The 60% of the overall .
Im grateful that I didnt fail any subject .
Ive got 2As , 4Bs and 1C . Thats not too bad , okay .
Alhamdulilah .
And well , while the LMS was going around ..
We watched "SPONGEBOB THE MOVIE" , which Edmund brought .
We know its lame and random but we enjoyed it .

At 1340 sharp , the bell went off and we packed up .
SCANDIE [!] , byKINA , SuperNICA and I went for lunch .

SCANDIE [!] and I had Instant Noodles from 7-11 while the duo had something from Koufu .
Eat eat eat . Drink drink drink . Talk crap bitch .

SuperNICA and I head bak to school cos we've got CCA while the two head home .

CCA ;
Had sectionals .
Im really tempted to anger at my two juniors .
Its so frustrating when you've taught them something and they forget the next minute .
Urgh ! Its been a year and they still are unsure of notes , fingerings and the sound of the note . What you two want us to do so that you can master all of them , mayns ? Hmph !
Taught them till about 4.45-ish . Only finished the first page of SPIRITED AWAY ! Thats way too slow .
After , did self-prac .
Its not an easy piece, I admit but they have to speed up ! Please uh , jrs !
Selfprac-ed till about 5.30-ish and packed up to leave .
Waited for SuperNICA and bumped into TwinSIS .
Dinner-ed with TwinSIS since mum called that there's no one at home and I was starving .
Headed home right after dinner .
Reached home at 7.20pm .
Showered .
Tv-ed .

Now ;
Blogging .
Chatting with Maryam Emily .
Texting boyf . But has gone to sleep 10 mins ago alr .
Listening to songs .

Wee ~
The hols are approaching and Ive got loads of plans .
Before , during and after hols -

Before ;
#1 Buy the dress at Bugis St .
#2 ~~Buy a wallet at Bugis St .~~ ~~SCANDIE [!] and I will have same wallet !~~
#3 ~~Shop for camp stuffs with~~ ~~SCANDIE [!]~~ .
#4 ~~Plan some events for (insertnamehere)~~ and (insertnamehere) .
#5 Buy a new pair of colorless contacts .
#6 Buy a new jacket/cardigan from CONVERSE/ADIDAS .

During ;
#1 ~~SLC - 2ND to 4TH Nov~~
#2 Intensive Band Prac - ~~3RD~~ , ~~5TH~~ , ~~10TH~~ , ~~12TH Nov~~ + 22ND & 28TH Dec
#3 ~~Release of Streaming Results - 6TH Nov~~
#4 ~~BEST FRIEND'S bday - 7TH Nov~~
#5 ~~Outdoor Band Performance - 14TH Nov~~ CANCELLED !
#6 ~~(INSERTNAMEHERE) bday celebration !~~
#7 ~~Band Camp - 17TH to 20TH Nov~~
#8 Girls' Day Out !(Alyssa , Amira , Jeleen)
#9 ~~Date with boyf .~~ And more to come !
#10 2E6 Pulau Ubin Trip - 30 Nov
#11 Eskimos' Battle by Swensens & NYP (Preliminary) - 2ND Dec
#12 (INSERTNAMEHERE)'s (INSERTEVENT)
#13 2E6 Farewell Party at Palawan Beach , Sentosa - 11TH Dec
#14 Eskimos' Battle by Swensens & NYP (Finals) - 16 Dec
#15 6/3'07 Class Outing to the Zoo - 3RD DEC
#16 Best Friends' Day Out
#17 Get my iPOD Touch , if possible .
#18 Get my hair REBONDED .
#19 Get new colored contacts .
#20 Prepare for the new semester - buying of books , study .
#21 2E6 Night Cycling - 15 Dec

After ;
#1 A new lease of life before the Os .
#2 Study hard .
#3 No more slacking .
#4 No more procrastinating .
#5 Achieve high grades as far as possbile .
#6 Get help when in need .
#7 Time management .

2009-10-21T20:52:00.002+08:00

Papers are all out already .
Did really well for some , but average for others .
I cried for the last two papers which I got today - Math Paper 2 and Science .
Both were really saddening .
Im totally demoralized but ife has to go on .
I have to make my choices for which course I wish to go in 2010 .
This decision-making process are really tough .
Tough cos it concerns my future and worried if I make the wrong decisions.

Ive discussed it with my parents .
They said that its up to me which courses I'd choose as long as I can do it .
I'll be sitting down in my room considering the factors and making my choices .
Ive got until Tues . But will get it done by the weekends .
Wish me luck , people !
I hope I'll get into my dream class and not regretting my choice .

Till here dhen ,
Toodles !

2009-10-19T22:21:00.001+08:00

"500 DAYS OF SUMMER" is the most recommended to movie to catch right now, people ! I swear its really worth paying for the movie . Its humor + romance .

Catch the movie with boyf .
Met at Pasir Ris inter .
Head to WS .
Boyf went ahead with arcade-ing while I wait .
I squarely turned down to play with him .
Im sorry but seriously not interested .
Dhen hanged around till about 12-ish .
Walked to E!hub , with many stuffs in his sleeves .
Pulled my hair , teasing that Im shorter than him , etc .
But hey, Im an average for a 14 years old , aites ?
I dont need heels unnecessarily !
Since I didnt manage to pull his hair , I pinched him as much as I can .
REVENGE is a MUST !
Reached E!hub at 1315 .
Bought the tics for the 1340 show .
Walked around a little dhen into the theatre .
Sat and waited for the movie to start .
Boyf keep "ransacking" my phone ! Hmph .
Claiming that he's BORED .
On the actual fact , he's trying to find some stuffs .
Forget about it .
Blah blah blah .
Show starts .

Boy meets girl.
Boy falls in love. Girl doesn't.
This post modern love story is never what we expect it to be its thorny yet exhilarating, funny and sad, a twisted journey of highs and lows that doesn't quite go where we think it will.
When Tom, a hapless greeting card copywriter and hopeless romantic, is blindsided after his girlfriend Summer dumps him, he shifts back and forth through various periods of their 500 days "together" to try to figure out where things went wrong.
His reflections ultimately lead him to finally rediscover his true passions in life.

I find that the movie its more or less true to whats going on in life .
Everyone believes in relationship but no one knows how long will it last or does it even exist during that moment in time .
The guy and girl may have a relationship but not officially .
This movie explains why and how it can happen .
So jyeah , better go catch it people !

After , walked back to WS .
Same things happen when we were walking to E!hub .
Hmph ! So frustrating .
Plus , keeps bugging me to tell him some stuffs .
But well , he actually got the answer to the ques but purposely wants me to voice it out .
I didnt . No matter how hard he tried .
Had our meal at KFC .
Eat eat eat . Talk talk talk .
Train-ed down to Bugis .
Went separate ways .
Boyf went to meet his sis and all .
I waited for SCANDIE [!] , byKINA , SuperNICA and DielaACE at MRT station .

Met at 1740 .
Went to Bugis Street .
Had so much fun with the GIRLS .
byKINA looked for anklet .
SCANDIE [!] and I gonna buy a similar wallet real soon .
We were attracted to one ! Buying a WHITE one .
Its similar to Diela's . She screamed when she saw it cos' she bought hers at 13 bucks !
The ones we saw cost $6 for one and $10 for two ! Heehs (:
Walk and walk and walk .
Suddenly !
There's this white , smart , casual DRESS that catch the corner of my eye !
I went into the shop .
I was like OMGAYY !
It costs only 10 bucks , okeyh ! Im sure gonna buy it real soon and wear it for (inserteventhere) .
Those who knows , SSSHHHHHHH !
Im certainly gonna make another trip there in one week's time !
Ohhh myyy .. Now I know why they say it's so much nicer and worth it to shop at Bugis Street !
Well , it's because Ive never shop-ed there ! And I SWEAR !
Thats the whole entire story - IM BRAND-CONSCIOUS ! (The girls would definitely salute me when they sees this)
Walk walk walk .
The more we walk , the more stuffs we intend to buy .
There'll be a SECOND Girls' Day Out to BUGIS real soon !
(Not forgetting that byKINA and I want to rebond our hair during the hols , too!)

Aftermath, it was getting late .
We decided to head home .
Bus-ed 80 home .
Direct bus .
Everyone except me were nervous cos it was already dark and parents were text-ing and calling their phones . Oh me , oh my .
Nevertheless , we all managed to get home in time and no one gets scolding when they reach home .
Phhheeewww .

Thanks to everyone who managed to take the time off and spent them with me .
Its been quite some time since I hang-ed out .
Girls ;
I really had lotsa fun with you girls . I learnt new stuffs from you girls .
Thanks, aites ?
I'd love more day out with you girls .
Wee !

Boyf ;
Its been quite some time since we met and spend time together .
Today was awesome .
Minus all the mischieves that you were up to , I treasure every moment with you .
I'll be looking forward to more dates .
Especially when's the hols are approaching . (:
Love you always . <3

ROSES ARE RED ,
VIOLETS ARE BLUE ,
FUCK YOU WHORE !
(TAKEN FROM "500 DAYS OF SUMMER")

2009-10-17T19:39:00.006+08:00

2E6-ers ;
Class of 2009, made up of 36 student and our beloved FT !
We climb and stand on the ladder of success together .
We always laugh with but not laugh at .
We joke together but no joke to .
We treasure every moment spent together in class and outside .
We never fail to approach one another to say "Hello" when we meet ;
And never forget to say "Goodbye" when we part .
We organize and co-ordinate very well, leaving no one behind .

Seeing how the class grew as one ,
Seeing how united the class is ,
Seeing the golden happiness the class has ;

It brings sorrow that we're separating after this year ,
It leaves a great impact of how a good, supporting class can be ,
Teaches me to appreciate friends around me .

I was new to the class earlier this year ,
But the class welcomed me with an open arm ,
Giving me the warmth and signal that Im being accepted into the 2E6 family ,
Ive found true friendship within the class .

I appreciate the care and concern given ,
I love the atmosphere in the class ,
I love the soothing and conducive learning environment in the class .
You don't have to ask for support and help ,
The class grew up in that way thus, its very systematic .

I WISH I DON'T HAVE TO LEAVE THIS FAMILY BUT AS THE SAYING GOES , "LIFE HAS TO GO ON, NO MATTER WHAT" .

I'll have to accept the fact as it concerns my future . I really hope that the bonding will never break and we'll still be as close as we are right now (: CHEERS, 2E6-ers .

2E6 IS THE CUTEST CLASS IN AMONGST THE WHOLE LEVEL ! WOOHOO ~

QUOTED FROM THE SEC 2S TEACHERS (Inside joke) HEEHS (:

2009-10-16T19:22:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER BUT THE ANXIETY IS YET TO END.

Overall, I believed that Ive put in my best effort for each and every paper despite for the fact that I wasn't really sure on how to answer certain questions, in general.
Im aiming for 2 As and 6Bs. Nothing below B! Insya'allah. Really want to get into my dream class in 2010!

It seems that I'll just have to wait for the papers to be returned and see the digits written in red. Im praying hard for every paper. Omgayy! I can't wait, mayns. This time I wont rate the difficulty of each papers cos it'll be a long and wordy post. Plus, I dont want to shed tears while reflecting them. Though I think I didnt do quite well, I can't change the fact right now. Whats done is done. No point broading over it. Im grateful to have supporting family and friends right by my side. They lend me their ears when I need to talk, lend me a shoulder to cry on, lend me their hugs to make me warm when Im down. Thanks, dearests !

CURRENTLY WAITING FOR RESULTS TO BE OUT, REPORT BOOK FOR THE OVERALLS & STREAMING RESULT TELLING ME WHERE WILL I BE IN 2010 + WHERE WILL I GET TO IN FUTURE ! *Shivers*

Enough about the EOYs. Hmph. Lets talk about yesterday's Jalan Raya with a few of 2Es and 2NAs.
Was supposed to meet at 10 but Kina and I was late cos Kina had problem putting on her contacts on her left eye. Tsk tsk tsk. I helped but to no avail. It was alr 10-ish when I made the decision to tell Kina to forget about the other side first. Left the house. Cab-ed to CP. We didn't want to be any later and make others waits. So jyeah.
Apparently we both weren't the late-comers.
Alfi, Diela, Nica, 'Artiqah and Liyana had yet to reach. Since there's still time, Shannie accompanied Kina to the washroom and tried to help her with the contacts (: Heehs.
Bleahhs, still cant. Aft, asked Diela when she came. STILL CANT.
And so, we were like asking her to go on like a pirate. Contacts for one eye for the entire day.
PS. Im loving my eyes with the Warm Hazel coloured contacts. Gees!

We started Home-Visting at 11! Muahahaha!
In order ;
'Artiqah's
Tweenies [!]
Mine's
Diela's
Lastly, Muneera's.

We enjoyed it so much especially with the boys' craps and stupid jokes.
And jyeah ; FARUQ took my camera away for the first half of the jalan raya. Apparently, there's quite a number of his and gangs' pics - be it candid or posed.
I wont elaborate much cos I'd loved to let the pics speak.
Will get it up here and FB by this weekend!

At a point of time, [insertnamehere] had entirely drowned my happy mood till the end of the day. You called and told me [somethingwhichactuallybroughttearsoutofme]. Yes, I cried but I denied to you. After, you went on telling me [somethingthatidontwishtowriteithere]. I did asked you to explain and be frank with me but you made it like I was asking to consume DRUGS! It was good enough that I showed that I cared and was eager to help you but you didn't even like have that trust in me. And when I talked about TRUST, you said that its not about TRUST but just don't feel like telling me. Whats that supposed to mean? Just what the hell is wrong with you? You don't seem to feel good about telling me certain stuffs, especially things that made you down. But whenever Im not in a good mood (Or rather some proc), you always beg me to tell you. Or even some random ques that you asked which sometimes I can't tell you the answer, but I did after some time. This isn't right, [INSERTNAMEHERE]! Im so so so frustrated. Im not sure if I was at fault or you. I always try to pleased you in whatever way but you don't seem to understand, sometimes. Instead, you'll make me disappointed and I'd keep to myself so as to prevent further conflicts. You just like to relate unrelevant stuffs at some point of time and dhen say [sentencethatyouthinkwouldmakemedemoralized]. But hey, failure is a step closer to success.

Later that night, you text-ed me as usual and acted like as if nothing happened. Whoah, how perfect was that! "Terrific, huh?" Dont ever think that by changing the topic would make me forget everything. Im still not satisfied but I doubt you realized it. Im not going to make the first move cos I want you to know that you're at fault. I hope you can leave that hell shit out of you and realised what have you done wrong, which I always deny.

[YOU MAY NOT BE READING THIS BUT I HOPE THAT THIS MESSAGE YOU FLY INTO YOU MIND MIRACLUOSLY]

2009-10-15T22:42:00.002+08:00

100 Truths {!} FROM FACEBOOK!
After you’ve filled this out, TAG 10 people and have them do the same.

1. Last beverage: Milo .

2. Last phone call: My dearest mum !

3. Last kiss: My Daddy !

4. Last song you listened to: I Promised You by Selena Gomez .

5. Last time you cried: Yesterday . I cried twice - Aft a call & When my eyes were hurting like hell.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: Nope .

7. Been cheated on: Yes .

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No .

9. Lost someone special: Of course .

10. Been depressed: Yups .

11. Been high: Absolutely NO !

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Purple

13. White

14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Have you made new friends this year: Yeahh . Loads of them .

16. Fallen out of love: I guess ?

17. Laughed until you cried : Jyeah, it ever happened !

18. Met someone who changed you: Yups .

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yups - Scandie [!], byKINA, DiyanahSWEETIE, Rui Yun, Isabel, Wei Ru and more ! ILUVTHEMALL !

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Jyeah, I was told by a friend .

21. Kissed anyone on your top friends list: Is air kisses counted ?

TRUTH:

23. How many kids do you want to have: A pair of twin .

24. Do you have any pets: Yes, I do !

25. Do you want to change your name: No and never will . I believe in the name that you're given tells people your colors and personality.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Had a party at Downtown East chalet ! Treasure those moments . (:

27. What time did you wake up today: 6.30 a.m .

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping ? Heehs .

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: An iPod !

30. Last time you saw your father: Today, 3.30 p.m.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My high level of anxiety and panicky of every little thing !

32. What are you listening to right now: Nothing in particular ?

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope .

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: The proc .

36. Whats your real name: Nur Sabrina Binte Md Rapi .

37. Relationship Status: In a relationship .

38. Zodiac Sign: Aries .

39. Male or Female: Female .

40. Elementary School: CVPS.

41. Middle School: CSS to PHSS.

42. Hair color: Black.

43. Long or short: Long .

44. Height: 158 - 160 cm . I want to be at least 163 cm, can ?

45. Do you have a crush on someone: Wooshh ! Yeahh .

46. What do you like about yourself: Myself, whatever God has given me ! Im proud to be what I am cos Im unique !

47. Piercings: A peircing on each ear ! Thats enough !

48. Tattoos: Thats absolutely NO ! Its awful and digusting ! Plus, its against the Islamic law !

49. Right or Left: Right !

Question 50 is gone !!

FIRSTS :

51. First surgery: Never had one and I will never want to have it .

52. First piercing: When I was few months old, I tink ?

53. First tattoo: Never had I one and I dont intend to have one !

54. First best friend: Chan Rui Yun ! Met her in Primary 4 (:

55. First Sport: In-line skating .

56. First pet: Fishyy !

57. First vacation: Johore Bahru, M'sia !

58. First concert: Ive been to a few and performed a few . Cant recall which concert was the first one ! Opppsyy !

59. First crush: A _ _ _ .

60. First alcohol drink: Never had one ! Didnt even think about it !

RIGHT NOW:

61. Eating: Fried Rice .

62. Drinking: Nothing . I maty choke anytime . I'd better go get a drink right now !

63. I’m about to: Text mom but I think I'll just wait for her to come back and ask her a little favour . Heehs .

64. Listening to: Heal The World - Michael Jackson.

65. Waiting for: Mom to come back .

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OTHER SEX?

69. Lips or eyes: Eyes .

70. Hugs or kisses: Hugs .

71. Shorter or taller: Taller .

72. Older or Younger: Same age . Neither do I go for older ones nor younger .

73. Romantic or spontaneous: Both .

74. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.

75. Tattoos or piercings: None .

76. Sensitive or loud: None .

77. Hook-up or relationship: Both .

78. Trouble maker or hesitant: None .

HAVE YOU EVER :

79. Kissed a stranger: Isnt that retarded ?

80. Drank hard liquor: NO and NEVER will .

81. Lost glasses / contacts: Nope .

82. Cried in front of someone: Yes !

83. Broken someone’s heart: Maybe ?

84. Had your own heart broken: Ever on a few occasions .

85. Been arrested: Nope, Im a good girl !

86. Turned someone down: Tink so ?

87. Cried when someone died: Who doesn't !

88. Liked a friend that is a girl: Im not a lesbian .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself: Sometimes .

90. Miracles: Depends .

91. Love at first sight: Yes .

92. Heaven: Yes .

93. Santa Clause: No .

94. Kissing on the first date: NO !

95. Angels: Not really .

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

96. Is there one person you want to be with right now: OF COURSE .

97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time: ABSOLUTELY NO !

98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever: Yes .

99. What’s the one thing you cannot live without: My parents & granny . Yes I know its more that one but jyeah .

100. Posting this as 100 Truths: Yes .

Tagg-ed ;
1. Kina
2. Isabel
3. Shidah
4. Wei Ru
5. Asiyah
6. Diyanah
7. Alyssa
8. Jeleen
9. Amira
10. S.Nadia

2009-10-04T19:24:00.001+08:00

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
-St. Augustine

I was browsing thru the net and this caught my attention.I find that theres a true and deep meaning behind the words written by the writer.

Thank You, people! Love you lots.

2009-10-04T16:43:00.004+08:00

Thanks to everyone who made yesterday's event a huge success!
The Open House received an overwhelmed response despite the fact that examinations are nearing and we ought to be studying.

Thanks to ;
Granny, Mummy and Daddy who sacrificed their time, effort and money in preparing everything.

Extending my warm gratitude to ;
Rui Yun, Rui Wen, XueQi, Amanda, Patricia, Isabel, byKINA:D, Nica, Zi Yi, Ryan, SCANDIE [!], Shawn Ng, Annabel, Kah Meng, Yan Xiang, Edmond, Edmund, Melvin Goh, Hong Zhao, Mdm Low&Family, SNAR[!]&Friends, Xin Yuan, Siti, Suhanna. (I hope I didnt missed out any names)

I wont elaborate it right here. More pics are up on FB, people!

2009-09-30T15:47:00.004+08:00

IMMEDIATE ANNOUNCEMENT!

CVPS P6'07 Jln Raya

Friday (09 OCT 2009), aft Friday's prayer (Ard 2.30pm)
Meet at CP.
Pass on the msg (:
Thanks!

Coming ?
Do tag at my board/text either me, Asiyah, Ilham or Shahrul!
Quuuiccckkk!

PHSS 2E Jln Raya

Thursday, 15 Oct 2009
Meet at CP, 10am
Please take note.

Im bored!

2009-09-27T20:13:00.002+08:00

Im blogging here right now to kill time. Hmph, think will post about my weekend since its been a long time I post on my days. Jyeah, I know. Haahs.

The weekend was alright.

Yesterday ;
Woke up at 0810. Showered. Dressed. I was in a rush, okayy.
Left the house at 0855!
Text-ed Shidah if she's going for tuition. And YES!
She asked me whr was I and told her that I just left the house.
She offered me a ride since he dad's sending her to tuition and Im gonna be late if I'd bus-ed there. Class starts at 0915 but have to report at 0900, y'know! (:
So waited at the bus-stop till they arrived.
We reached class at 0915 and was shocked that Fasihah and Sofia was early, mayns!
Mr Shahril went through the English EOY Paper.
I was over the moon to see that I scored quite high for the paper!
First time after 2 years' under his guidance.
Ive been scoring 60-65%. This time, its 75%! Its waaayyy beyond his expectation!
Cheers for that. (: Nevertheless, there's still lotsa work to be done!
Looked through the paper. Ive seen my strengths and weaknesses.
Ive got work improve on my weaknesses and maintain my strengths (:
After the 15-20 mins break ..
It was Math lesson. Mdm Siti came in with our papers also!
I jumped out of my seat when paper was given back to me!
I turned to Shidah and said, "Today's the best day of my life, mayns!"
I scored an unbelievable mark of 80% for the entire paper!
Again, I shouldn't be too proud. I know that I can do better than that.
When there's a will there's a way.
Went through the paper but we weren't really listening to her explanation but just copying down corrections. (There's a reason to it)
Time flies.
Lesson ended at 1210. And we all walked out of the class.

Bus-ed home.
Coincidentally, sis & mum got onto the same bus 3 stops after whr I board.
Sis, too just ended her tuition lesson.
Mum was listening to radio on her HP while we crap-ed and joke-ed. Heehs (:
Sis is such a cutie yet an irritant. Ssshhh!
Alighted and walked home.

Back home.
Get changed.
Did my hwks till I fell asleep on the study table.
I was exhauted. Slept quite late the previous night though I had a long day.
Some relatives came over, thats why.
So jyeah.
Sis woke me up and said that we're going out for visting.
I was like, "Oh no! I need the time to study, mayns!"
Do I have a choice, though?
Showered. Got dressed and everything.
Uncle Amy drove here on his lorry to fetched us.
Dhen went to fetch Uncle Rosli's family.

Went visting round West and North-South area.
4 houses, in all.
Forgoing the plan to go Bedok area amongst the last one.
Cos sis and I are falling asleep in the lorry after the 3rd one already.
Sorry boyf that I didn't reply some of your texts.
I was falling asleep and batt was running low, too.

Reached home at 11pm.
Changed.
Text-ed boyf for awhile.
Went to bed at 12midnight.

Today ;
Woke up at 8.
Its a miracle, okayy. Ive nvr woke up that early on Sundays.
Showered. Dressed.
Head down to Rivervale to buy breakfast and mum asked me to buy bread and Berita Harian.
I bought my breakfast meal at KFC. I missed it so much.
Its been a long time since I had KFC. Been having McD cos of sis.

Back home.
I finished my meal.
Dhen, I was reading the papers when boyf text-ed and asked if I was awake.
I was like "I was awake since 8."
He replied "Miracle. Its the first time you woke up earlier than me."
He woke up at 9, though.
Still reading while texting him.
An hour or so later, I started hwk-ing and revising.

Mum came into the room.
She said that we're going out AGAIN.
I was like "No way!" (in my heart)
Didn't respond to her.
Screwed myself into the books and mug-ed.

At around 1pm,
Aunt Liza's family came over for visting (DUHH?!)
That stops me from working.
I cant lock myself when when there's guests, right?
Talk talk talk and eat eat eat.
They went off at 2-ish.

Off Im back into the work.
Mum came in later again.
She sensed that my mind said that Im not following.
She asked me.
I did admit that I wanna stay home.
So I did. It isnt the first time anyway.
I had an hour nap before continue revising.

Woke up.
Managed to complete revising in 2 hours.
Had dinner and alittle snack-ing.
Dhen, here I am.

Chatted with Asiyah, Shannie (!), Jeleen and Alyssa.
Bloghop-ed.
Facebook-ing & Tagged-ing.

Im so looking for the Hari Raya Open House for all races and religions.
Thanks Mum. She agreed to host the event upon my request. (:
Inviting all 2E6-ers and all 1/5-ians.
If any other group of people would like to join this joyous event,
do tag or ring my phone, aites?
Thanks.

Im hurt to hear that many are not interested to go for the 1/5 class bbq. ):
According to Jeleen.
So like she's suggesting a small gathering cos like bbq for a small group is not worth it.
Now, we've got to come up with a new plan.
Im actually done with the bbq one. But ..
Haish. Nth's perfect here.

Plannings & Comments that I desperately feel like typing it here !

2009-09-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

Term 4 is such a short term that seems like it just began yesterday and dhen its ending the next day. Omgayy! Im so so so stressed out, can ? (Boyf sure gonna scold me if he sees this line, or rather the WORDS - Stressed out.)

Well, first and foremost I would like to wish all the Muslims around the world SALAM AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. So far the days have been alright (minus the unwanted/undesired stuffs that I dont wish to write it here).

This post here might or might not be be long but its all about my plans for days to come and some comments.

MY PLANS ;
#1 Im mugging for EOY + streaming as I want to get the best for myself and my future.

#2 Save up $$ and get what Ive been wanting all this while. Especially my necessities! (:

#3 Plan a outing + gathering for PHSS 2E6'09 & CSS 1/5'08 for the upcoming hols.

#4 Hosting the Hari Raya open-house for 2E6-ers. And if time and space permits, I'll invite some others, especially CSS-ians. See, Im so nice right? Gees (:

#5 Plan Jalan Raya with friends from now & then. (HOPEFULLY,can) There's time constraint.

#6 Cut down on my HP usage. Especially text-es.

#7 Adhering BOYF's advices. (So far, Ive not been too good to him and he found out, somehow. And Ive got scolding from him. Not literally but metaphorically).

MY COMMENTS ;
#1 JellyBellz & Alyssaaa - They are most awesome dearests to be with. We understand each
other in a way or another, in and out. Anything we know, we know. You dont know, thats your problem. Cos its for us to know, for you to find out. ILY, my dearests. <3

#2 Kina and I were just told about a short performance that those people involved in the Poetry Competition that time this Monday. Its a short skit to educate the foreign students in PHSS about how the Muslims celebrate the month of Ramadan and Syawal. Well, its such a notice. If you're asking me whether or not Im participating, I'd say "DEPENDS". Since it a joint collabration, I'd only be active if we dont SEPARATE! Jyeah. All thanks to the JERK who did that on purpose and thinks he's a HERO? No wayy. My say, "Its either we perform as a group of 8 or we dont perform it AT ALL!" Just say it if you always want credits. With our open arms from 7 of us, we allow you to CONQUER the whole stage by yourself! Whether or not Im there depends on how its going to be like. (Emillio, Im answering ur ques, metaphorically)

#3 This part here is somehow missing. Sorry, I cant retrieve it neither rmb what I wrote. I just realised it like now ? So, ignore here and go on reading (:

#4 BOYF is such a kind, caring person that made me feel guilty. Ive not been a good girlf to him. I appear to be alright in front of him but deep right in there Im not. Ive hidden quite a number of stuffs from him. He found out bit by bit that made him furious. Yes, I deserve the scoldings for making him worry, unknown, etc. He spends his time asking about me. But I realized I dont really asked much about him, other than those stuffs that he tinks I ought to know. But that's on his own accord, though. Its a diff story. Im wondering why I dont ask but being asked. Im wondering why Im told without telling. BOYF, Im sorry for my mistakes. Im in the fault but I hope Ive explained some parts of it to make you understand. Im a little hard-headed sometimes but there's a reason behind it. You know, I know.

Sincere apology from me,
Girlf <3

#5 Things and time changes. As days goes by I learnt new things from things and people. There's way loads more to find out. Its just a matter of whether or not I want to do it. Ive got to be decisive most of time, especiallt for myself. Cos I know what I want and what I need. No one knows better what I desire besides me. Mummy & Daddy always tell me that they'll be there supporting me for whatever I decide and I want. Its just up to me to plan how to achieve it. Inspirations and motivations are there for me to learn from. I'll go on no matter what.

#6 As the days past, Im starting to love 2E6 more. I just cant describe them with words but my heart and soul. Sometimes, I just cant bear to accept the fact that we're parting by end of this year. Sobs ):

My post ends here with bitter and sweetness. I amy not be posting regularly but there's truck loads of stuffs I can write days after days. Goodbye, earthlings (:

2009-09-14T19:43:00.002+08:00

Im just writing in to express my hard- time decision-making right now.

Firstly, my interest in studying law grew since end-2007. Ive been very determine to strive hard and been doing research/study on lawsuit. Its not easy. But I believe in the saying, "When there's a will, there's a way". Ive told both parents about it and they supported me. Im so appreciating that!

Secondly, I was thinking whether to study Faculty of Law in or out Spore. As in, whether I'd hold the graduating cert from a local or overseas Uni/College. Well, it depends on what lawsuit I want to do and why I chose that.

Now, comes the complicated part.

Im starting to realized that my heart is into law and my soul is into music. Im becoming more and more fond of playing music in the band and always to look forward to every prac, which is a little unusual but I find that its quite normal now.

Playing in the band is tedious but as the saying goes, "Practice makes perfect". Already Im so into getting all those higher grades musical stuffs and if I were to let it go, its obviously a waste.

If Im going to do lawsuit FULL-TIME, I'd stay in the current education system a get at least a Masters in Faculty of Law either local or overseas. If Im going to do music FULL-TIME, I'd rather apply for maybe SOTA and go for auditions. Once I get in, I'll be staying there and will do music as my line, which means sitting for my 'A' levels there.

I help consolation, people? Anyone can help? Puh-leash?

2009-09-14T16:21:00.003+08:00

Let's Do It From Facebook

Where’s the closest hoodie to you right now?
- I don't have one.

What restaurant do you think has the Best French Fries?
- LJS ! Their fries never beat any others, aites!

When’s the last time you played the board game Clue?
- I never did, I tink.

Who did you last get in an argument with?
- My boyf, a short quarell, in fact.

Do you think you could live without your cell phone?
- Jyeah, I tried once. Survived for a month without touching my cellphone!

Where is your dad right now?
- Working at East Coast Lagoon Hawker Centre (:

How many people do you know of named Adam?
- Adam Lambert.

How about Jessica’s?
- Jessica Simpsons.

Do you do your homework?
Oh jyeah, of course! (:

Are you with friends of any cheereaders?
-Nope.

What was the last thing you burnt?
-My finger, at the BBQ.

What was the last picture you took?
- Andy, at the party.

If you could move anywhere, and take three people with you, where and who?
- My mum, my dad, my sis to Australia!

Is your computer/laptop slow right now?
- Nope . It's in a normal mode .

What's the best thing about your mum?
- She's everything to me! She's perfect no matter what. She scolds as a sign of care, she laugh as a sign of happiness, she sacrifice as a sign of love. ILY, MOMMY!

Have you ever seen your best friend naked?
- Er, no ? It's gross!

Have you ever been to a hospital?
-My mum gave birth to me at a labour ward. So, what do you expect? Been admitted few times after discharge. In fact the last time I was admitted was 2 May, this year.

Would you date someone that none of your friends like?
- Absolutely, YES! He's mine, not your people!

Does your phone have to be charged every day?
- No, every 2-3 days. My phone batt can last long.

When is the last time you held hands with someone?
- Ytdy, my sis.

If you woke up as the opposite gender, what’s the 1st thing you would do?
- SCREAMM !

Who did you last hug?
-Shannie? byKINA? bySNAR? or my EVIL TWIN?

Have you ever crawled through a window?
- No and never will. Ive got phobia of heights!

Where is your mum?
-Working. At Sims Drive, Aljunied Rd.

Morning or night person?
-Nighty !

What was the last movie you watched?
- Band Slam .

Any cool scars?
- Nope! Scars are effing ugly, mayn!

Things about the opposite sex you notice first?
- Eyes, hair & character/style.

What career would you wish to be in?
-Lawsuit.

Do you want a well-paying job or a job you enjoy?
- Being in a job that I enjoy and well-paid. (:

When were you last on your phone?
- 2 hours ago

What were the shoes you wore today?
-My white, canvas, school shoes.

Do you like Maths?
-Yeaps.

Do you like hugs?
-Like DUHH? They're awesome!

Where do you want to go to college in future?
-Im going for a local college, if I can. Minimum MJC/AJC. If not, intending to study in Brisbane. (:

2009-09-09T11:53:00.003+08:00

Im posting right now cos Ive taken the time off from the piing hwks that's on my desk. In short, Im taking a break for idk how long. My span of concentration these days is only 2 hrs. So jyeah.

Hmph. What should I write about? Tink tink tink (:
Err.. I'll just write what happened/I did so far during this 1-week vacation. BUt dont expect me to be as detailed as possible.

Saturday, 5 Sept 09
Skipped tuition (: I was feeling very lethargic. The whole of last week was a tiring week that I didn't had enough rest. Staying up till late night completing my work and stuffs. Slept thru till 11-ish. Gees (: After, went over to Kak Mai's place at Eunos Crescent, together with mum, sis and granny to help out the making of the Hari Raya Delicacies. Yes, mass production! We started this since the start of fasting month. We're spending our weekends at her place, which explains why Im not home every weekend until the end of Ramadan, which is the start of Syawal (: Wee ~ Anyone wanna order kueh-kueh? Heehs. I'll write down the list at the end of the post, aites? Cab-ed there. There's alot to be done and also taught us to persevere for the fact the it's the fasting month. Well, thats the whole point of Ramadan. Stayed there till 10pm and home-ed.
Sunday, 6 Sept 09
Mum and granny went over to Eunos first ard 10-plus am. Sis was still asleep at that time so I stayed home. Well, didn't plan to go over that early, either. Cos I dont want to rot. Its a lil' boring besides layan-ing my two dearest, sweetest nephews there. Heehs. At home, I did some hwks and tv-ed. I fell asleep on the couch while tv-ing. Slept til 2pm and showered. Sis was tv-ing when I woke up. "Changed shifts". I asked her to wake daddy up so that we can leave the house together. As in, he goes for work while we head down to Eunos. I spent 20 mins in the washroom, which explains why sis was grumbling (: Blah blah blah. Left the house with daddy at 3-plus. Bus-ed to Tamp and dhen train-ed to Eunos dhen walked to the place. Get on with the usual stuffs and home-ed at 10pm.

Monday, 7 Sept 09
Attended Andy's & Edmund's Bday Party (which wasnt the initially plan) at Costa Sands Pasir Ris. My phone just did not stop ringing of texts/calls asking me to come, which I ignored at the first place. Till Eileen Per text-ed me and asked me to buy 8-10 bottles of drinks (depends how much I have) on my way there. Well, that means I couldn't escaped. I didnt head down straight away, though. Settled some stuffs before getting changed. At 2, I got ready and 89-ed to DT. Walked down to E!hub, NTUC and bought 8 bottles of drinks, with the help of boyf,whom I asked for help. We planned to meet, anw. We walked to the chalet and saw a bunch of half-naked boys walking out from the gate of the chalet. It was ZH, Shawn Ng, HZ and some others, who I dont recall. Handover the drinks to them while we both brisk-walked around first. Dhen, I went to the chalet to meet the rest and placed my bag. Annabel and Yvonne were there, together with the boys. Some others went for cycling, they said. I called to join them for cycling with boyf. Cycled for about an hour or so dhen boyf said he wanted to cycle to ECP and I dont tink I can last that long. Well, already Im pale and shivering after an hour. So jyeah. Boyf sent me back to the chalet and went off. Suhweet, mayns. Kayy, shut up SABRINA! Haahs. Soon, Mirza and bySNAR arrived. We crap-ed, joked, and laughed till our little tummy hurt so much. Those talking made us forget about temptations! Kita kuat beriman, okay? (: At 6pm, the food was delivered and started BBQ-ing. Bla blah blah! Break-fast at 7.08pm, when AZAN sounded. Eat, drink, talk and FUN! Sabo-ed the two bday boys by throwing cakes, splashing 3-6 litres of water on them. It was so so so funny, can? Muahahaha.
After, I forget what happened. bySNAR, Me & Mirza home-ed at 8pm. Waked out of the chalet. GOOSEBUMPS, mayn. It was effing dark, aites! Bus-ed 89 to CP dhen lrt-ed back while Mirza and bySNAR bus-ed home.

09 Sept 09
I totally love today's date! Spent ytdy and today just at home and getting work done. Not all but jyeah.

10 Sept 09
THIS IS THE DATE WHEN OUR LOVE STORY STARTS! ITS A MONTH ALREADY, BOYF!

Its been a month already and we've more or less understand each other better as day comes by.
You care, concern and love that you've showered me are pretty much sufficient.
I dont expect much from you but jyeah, you know me.
I just want to be happy, which is every girl's wish from her boyf.
I really hope this strong love relation would last long.
Never once I regret being with you cos I know you're the one kind that I love.
I love you, dearest BOYF.

Nevermind if we cant celebrate it cos its the thoughts that matters.
You wishes is enough to greet my day tmrw <3

Written by your girlf,
Sabrina ♥

I think I'd better go cos I dont want to procrastinate much. And oh, Ive still got Hist to do before going for lesson tmrw! Gtg, seriously! Toodles!

2009-08-26T16:45:00.007+08:00

Harlooww , people ! Sincere apologies for neglecting the blog for a super duper long period of time . xD To those who had been religiously reading my blog, Im back here now. I'll try to be as detailed as possible to make-up for it.

7 Aug 2009
Sports Day Meet cum National Day Celebration
It was held at YCK stadium. E6-ers wore our class tee! byKINA's dad fetched me, Diela and Mirza there. We rushing la. Didnt want to get up early for the bus. So jyeah. Heehs. Reached there, not many of our classmates had arrived. We waited for each other outside the stadium and went in when like three-quarter of the class were already there. Went in and headed to our sector, which was on the left wings.
Observance Ceremony. Speech by P and VP. Track and field event. Relays, etc.
Few of us led in the Class Cheer til our throat sored. Dhen, Sec 2s sector were super chaotic with the BOMBING game. It was fun, though. Dhen prize presentation. Congrats to Shawn Lee, who came in 1st for 100 metre (BOYS 'C' Division). Bla bla bla. Had our light snacks, which consists of 2 Chocolate Buns + Energy Drink. After, E6-ers celebrated Ms Li's farewell cum birthday babies. Had fruit cake. Yummy-licious. Cleared up and we were the first class to leave. (: Me, byKINA, bySNAR and Mirza went for lunch together. Initially wanted to board bus to Rivervale Plaza but ended up cab-ing there. Lazyy uh. Haahs. Had KFC. After, byKINA and I went to get our hair cut/trim. Yes, I had my hair cut/trim. Its much thinner now but the length's growing fast. I cut about 3-4 inch in length and trim it thin, which saves my time when washing my hair. Lols. Aftermath, went separate ways and home sweet home. I was so exhausted that I slept as soon as I had my shower and get changed.

9 August 2009
HAPPY 14TH BDAY TO OWEN QUEK YONG HONG!
HAPPY 44TH BDAY TO SINAGPORE, MY HOMELAND!

My family's one of those patriotic citizens who spent time at home and waited enthusiatically for the live telecast of NDP help at the Marina floating platform.
I'll rate this year's parade/celebration 11/10. Its so far the best of the best compared to previous years. Thumbs up for participants who had went thru exhausting preparations and rehearsal since beginning of the year. I'll look forward for more of those kind or even better ones in the year ahead.

10 August 2009
MY WISH HAD TURNED INTO REALITY that very day. It made my day. I was elated. Wee ~
No words could describe how I felt when I got my wish. Whoah.

I'll skip the rest of the week as nth interesting things happened. During schoo, its just revisions, revisions and more revisions as the following week was Common Test week.

15 August 2009
Participated in the E7 Cluster Artistic Poetry Competition.
Featuring ;
Emillio Ardy
Anis Syafiqah
Amelia
Ira Aryani
Sabrina
Kina
Seri Nadia
Mirza Danial

Participating Schools (IN ORDER OF APPEARANCE) ;
CHIJ Katong Convent
St Patrick's
Ping Yi
Victoria
Pei Hwa (!!!)
Telok Kurau

We had a whole lot fun. The time and effort we sacrificed for a month was worthwhile. We put in our best effort and enjoyed ourselves showcasing our ability/talent. I wont describe much here cos some part of it is not meant to be shared except US! Muahahaha. Will upload pics and vids real soon. Insya'allah.
And and and, we're proud that we've managed to emerge as 2nd Runner-Up overall. To you ppl out there would think that it isn't a big deal. But we are proud of it, as the participated. We did not expect anything as our compete are equally GREAT if not, BETTER! You can tell what we meant by looking back above and see the particiapting schools. Its crucial!

17-20 August 2009
Common Test Week.
(IN ORDER)
Rating ; 1 - Super Easy , 10 - Super Hard
English Paper 2 - Was alright. I'll rate 6/10 for difficulty.
Malay Paper 2 - Screwed up. Im really weak at Comprehension open-ended for Malay. Im rating it 6.5/10. I dont really understand both text and questions.
Science - I studied so hard for Electricity + Using Electricty but majority of the questions in the paper was set on Forces and Pressure. A little hard, 7/10 rated.
History - I guess Ive got to brush up on SBQ skills, both Inference with Purpose + Compare & Contrast. Im pretty confident for my SEQ. Let the marks tell the victory. 7.5/10 rating.
Mathematics - Im pretty disappointed with myself. Im saying that it is an easy paper but I wont do well. Why? All thanks to my CARELESS MISTAKES! They're all minor ones but there's a whole lot of it. SABRINA, you've got to be EXTRA careful and AWAKE at all times. Im rating it 7.25/10.
Home Economics - Easy paper. I did study for it and I'll score well, definitely.

On the subsequent days, Ive forgetten what I did. Im sorry. And I dont tink anything interesting happened since I dont recall it much. But do look into my FB or my friends' and let the pics do the talking. (:

2009-08-06T21:02:00.003+08:00

My Wedding Plan ^^ from Facebook.

1. How old are you?
14.

2. Are you single?
Yups. Im lovin` it.

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
Er, around 25-28?

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
Im not with anyone right now. We'll see in days to come, or rather years.

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
A guy who`s willing to sacrifice his age and life with me, sincerely.

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
I`d obviously choose my bestest friends, my dearest girlfriends.

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
I`m ok with traditional, though I`d prefer garden. Gee ~

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
Brisbane, Sydney & Perth. Wee ~

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
I think about 1000-ish. I come from a huge family with rich kinship ties. Plus, my friends and all. It's about that figure. Heehs.

10. Will that include your exes?
Yeah sure. Up to them if they want to come or not uh.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
I`d want 7 layers, full of chocolatey-filings and creams. Whoah. Yums.

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
Evening, the bright, yellow Sun woudn`t be shinning so much cos I dont want to sweat alot or my make-ups wil MELTZ. Despite that I`d loved my natural beauty, but it`s a once in a lifetime occasion. So jyeah.

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
Next To You by Jordin Sparks.

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon, fork and knife?
Fine dining!

15. Champagne or red wine?
Champagne!

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Days after the wedding. I dislike rushing, that`s why.

17. Money or household items?
No money, no talk. To get household items, money needed what. Obviously both.

18. How many kids would you like to have?
2, a pair of twins. I`d loved that.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
Sure, why not? I`d certainly keep it well and play it on every anniversary celebration. Wee ~

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
THOSE WHO ARE TAGGED!
Amira
Alyssa
Jeleen
Kina
Seri Nadia
Diyanah
FarhanaTWIN
Nica
Isabel
AsiyahBACEN
Mirza
CT Hajar
Sofia Arissa
and whoever who feels like doing it. heehs.

2009-08-06T21:00:00.003+08:00

A-Z friends ! ♥ From Facebook.

The rules are: You enter the letter into the search box. Get someone you at least remember the face and nearest to the first one. Answer truthfully!

A is for Alyssa !
1) Do you love this person? Absolutely YES! She`awesome.
2) Is this person your enemy? No.
3) Would you hug this person? Yeah!

(Pls change it to "B". Changed it to "A" because i want Amira to be in this note !)
A is for Amira!
1) What do you really think of this person? Smart!
2) What’s their favorite color? Green, Blue, Pink.
3) Ever danced with them? Nopee.

C is for Caroline!
1) What do you think of this person? Her shyness!
2) How far does this person live? Buangkok.
3) How old is he/she? 14.

D is for Diyanah!
1) How long have you known him/her? 1 year and 8 months!
2) Do you like this person? Jyeah, of cos!
3) Do you hate this person? Nopee.

E is for Eileen Per!
1) Have you met their parents? No.
2) Worst thing about this person? She beats people real hard !
3) Best thing about this person? Good friend !

F is for Faruq!
1) Have you ever dated this person? Nopee.
2) When is the next time you will see him/her? Tmrw luhh.
3) Do you go to school with them? Nahh.

G is for Andy GOH!
1) Have you heard this person sing? Not sing but dance.
2) What's his/her pet's name? Does he even has one?
3) Will he/she repost this? Obviously, no.

H is for Hilmah!
1) What grade are they in? Sec 2.
2) Is he/she your best friend? Apparently, nope. Just friends.
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? No and nvr will!

I is for Ilham!
1) What is this persons favorite food? Chicken Rice
2) How did you meet this person? Primary School
3) Do you trust he/she? Maybe?

J is for Jeleen Angela!
1) They have any siblings? Yes, a sister.
2) Do you know their favorite song? English and Filipino songs? Heehs.
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? Well, say i like her too!

K is for byKINA!
1) How old were you when you first met? Sec 2.
2) Do you like him/her as a friend? Oh jyeah, of course! Loving her, IN FACT!
3) Would you go to disney world with this person? Ouh jyeah! Why not?

L is for Liiyah !
1) Is this person older than you? Nope.
2) Is this person single? Yes, at the moment.
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week ? Depends.

M is for Mirza !
1) How old were you when you first met? Sec 2.
2) Whats his/hers pets name? Does he have one ?
3) Ever danced with this person? Nope and never will.

N is for Nur Afiqah!
1) Would you do anything for this person? Jyeah!
2) Do you like this person? Yes!
3) What would you do if you had never met this person? I wouldn't be able to read her short stories that really touches my heart. (:

O is for Owen Quek
1) Are you related? Nope.
2) Could you live with this person? I don`t tink so.
3) What school do they go to? St Gabriel`s.

P is for !
1) Have you been to the mall with this person?
2) How about a sleepover with this person?
3) Does this person have a job?

Q is for !
1) How old were you when you first met the person?
2) Have you went holiday with this person?
3) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her?

R is for Rui Yun!
2) Do you enjoy spending time with them? Lovin` it. She`s awesome that I can`t resist to eave her.
2) Will she/he repost this? Dont think so .
3) When does this person look best? Now and forever.

S is for bySNAR!
1) Is this person taller than you? Nope!
2) Do you enjoy spending time with them? YESS !
3) Are they your friend? Best friends ! :D

T is for Tan Kuo Chye!
1) What grade is this person in? Sec 2.
2) Would you hug this person? NOOOO !
3) Do they live close to you? Kind of. One bus stop away, does that counts?

V is for !
1) How old are you when you met this person?
2) Do you consider them a friend?
3) Do they live close to you?

W is for Edmund WONG !
1) Is this person taller than you? uh huh
2) Have you seen this person dance? Yeap
3) What color eyes does this person have? Black..?

X is for Xin Yuan
1) Is this person taller than you? Yups.
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? Tink so.
3) Is this person your friend? Yups, close friends.

Y is for Yvonne Lee !
1) How old were you when you first met this person? Sec 2
2) What do you think of this person? Nice
3) Have you heard this person sing? Yes.

Z is for Zong Hao !
1) Does this person have msn? Yeah.
2) What is their favorite sport? Wushu
3) When did you last see this person? Today, during school.

Now tag everyone you mentioned.

2009-07-28T22:01:00.004+08:00

Life Is Not A Korean Movie says (9:54 PM):
somebody's birthday's coming ^^

Saab-reenaa . says (9:54 PM):
oh jyeah.(:

alyssa. says (9:55 PM):
hahaha

Life Is Not A Korean Movie says (9:55 PM):
idk why,this year i'm like so BROKE!but i somehow fork out money for vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv important people!

alyssa. says (9:55 PM):
:$

Life Is Not A Korean Movie says (9:55 PM):
suke la tu!

alyssa. says (9:55 PM):
hahaha
i think im not celebrating my bday this yr

Saab-reenaa . says (9:55 PM):
VIP = VERY IMPORTANT PRINCESS laa.

♥Jeleen Angela; RAINBOW ROCK! says (9:56 PM):
ahhaa, why not?

Life Is Not A Korean Movie says (9:56 PM):
jeleen,we bb her on friday,since she doesn't have CCA!

alyssa. says (9:56 PM):
have la
lol

♥Jeleen Angela; RAINBOW ROCK! says (9:57 PM):
what dont have?
oh wait i slow
cancan :D

Life Is Not A Korean Movie says (9:57 PM):
*inserts mischievious smile*

alyssa. says (9:57 PM):
omg
dont scare me
lol

♥Jeleen Angela; RAINBOW ROCK! says (9:58 PM):
we will ^^

Saab-reenaa . says (9:58 PM):
i wish im dere.

Life Is Not A Korean Movie says (9:58 PM):
yeah,wish you were here too.then can use your english to lure her!

♥Jeleen Angela; RAINBOW ROCK! says (9:59 PM):
haha yeah

Saab-reenaa . says (9:59 PM):
haahs, lol.

alyssa. says (9:59 PM):
haha yeah sabrina. since you transfer school.. my life has been so empty.
chey!! hahahahahha

Saab-reenaa . says (9:59 PM):
aww, dont make it sound soo ... idk . i sad tao.

Life Is Not A Korean Movie says (9:59 PM):
yeah,feels empty.
Life Is Not A Korean Movie says (10:00 PM):
although its not,but it just feels empty
Life Is Not A Korean Movie says (10:01 PM):
:)
NO SAD STUFF!

I miss the trios more and more as days gone by. They are damn sweet, arent they? I miss the tears and laughter that we shared. The craps, jokes, advices and encouragement we said/text-ed each other. Im not forgetting every moment we had together. They're all just to precious to be erased. And jyeah, Alyssa bday's on 1 Aug. COMNING SOON!

And, I believe in Kaleidescope. What do I mean? Erm, I wont elaborate it here now. Maybe next time. Needa examples for elaborations. Haahs (:

Trio,
Much lovessss frm SAB ♥

2009-07-24T22:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY, MD SHAHRUL!
BIRTHDAY BOY PAGI-PAGI DAH KENE PRANK, EHK. KESIAN YE. TSK TSK TSK. (INSIDE JOKE)
Now I know the real meaning of having Zong Hao (ZH) as ur seatbuddy. I get super duper cracked up and his "awesome" great sense of humor is fantastic. Kayy, you might not get what I mean and so, wil explained what happened quite briefly before I get into details.
Yesterday, after MT lesson - Mdm Low shuffled some people's seats. One of them is ZH, who's now right behind me. He can get me angry/laughing/stressed up all at the same time.
Its only been a day or two and I can already tell whats his "pattern" like. How fantastic is that? Retarded, rite? Its like this -

#1 He LOVES playing with my long, silky, black hair. According to him, he's jealous of my long hair. (This action of his makes me irritated as he's actually pulling my hair and messed it up. Aghh)
#2 His all-so-dirty-sick-disgusting jokes makes my ear vomit. Imagine that. But, I'll be like laughing alot till I cry/choke/flushed red. I swear. Like what happened today. Inside joke.
#3 His sense of humor towards everyone is funny to the maxzxzxzxzxzxzx! Cant expain but jyeah. We'll see how it goes and I'll update if Ive got the chance.

This might be an oh-so-random post but after all its my space and I can write whatever I want. So jyeah, dont protest/spam/strike/riot. Im just posting cos Ive got the mood.

Agenda for tomorrow ;
~ Tuition from 9am to 12.15pm.
~ 'Poetry cum Skit' rehearsal from 1.30 to 3.30pm for competition at St Patrick's, which has been postponed to 15 Aug.
~ "Kenduri" at Uncle's place in Tampines and Ive got to make my way there on my own right after the rehearsal cos the rest of the fam will be going quite early.

I'll prolly update on Sun or so if theres anything interesting.
Toodles.
Tkcares, people.
Nights.
Time checked ; 11.20pm
Currently ; Texting, chatting and net-surfing
To-do ; Off this lappy in 20-30 mins' time and complete homeworks.

Ohh Myy Gayy !

2009-07-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

Ohh myy gayy ! I didn't know that live could be just full of surprises! Kayy, what Im talking about? Here it goes -

#1 Ive just found out that Rhyhan went for an audtion at SOTA as part of the DSA procedure that he tried for. Right now, he's waiting for response. How awesome is that? I wish I did. Lols, crap. Anw, wishing him the best of luck. Way to go, Rhyhan!

#2 Thanks to byKINA that the boys are now calling me 'Sabby' officially. And to Shawn Ng, I really appreciate your compliment. (: They may sound irritating but thats the whole point.

#3 There was a "riot" between HBP fans and Ice Age 3 in class ytdy. Half the class was planning for a movie outing this Sat/Sun but theres a battle. The boys + few girls prefers HBP whereas majority of the Chi girls wants to watch Ice Age 3. I wasn't into the "riot" but I was dragged.

Annabel ; Sabrina, you want go watch Ice Age 3?
(I was reading at that time)
Me ; Erm, not really I'd prefer HP.
(Melvin Goh heard that from me)
Melvin ; Sabrina! Jyeah, HP is the choice. You rock laa!
Me ; Lols? Random siaa you. But well, Im into HP. So jyeah.
(Annabel abit paiseyh laa. Sorry ViceChair)

#4 Ms Wong (Our Sci Cher), is officially our new band cher now. She'll be together in-charge with Ms Lee. In total, we've got 4 band chers.
PS. Ms Lee, can I not be in the photo-taking for the school CCA page? I didnt even agreed to it but you put me in! I paiseyh laa. (This happens cos the school wants each CCA to send 4 members, 2 girls & 2 guys of different races whenever possible. The prob when solution lies together as Im the only Malay in the band!!! Haih, too bad)

#5 Im glad that the banner-design turned out well. Each CCA had to do a banner in encouraging the graduating students to do well in their major exams. It's nice, ok? (Of course laa, I designed it what. The rest just "copy & paste" Wee ~)

#6 Im never going to bring sis out with me whenever Im with byKINA & bySNAR. I know it's bad but the consequences are terrible. For example today, they were laughing the whole time during lunch at KFC when sis did some gestures which are normal to me but weird in their sense and IDK why. This isnt the first time but everytime when they see sis.

#7 I saw Amir & Syahmi when we were at KFC. bySNAR and I went to the washing are to wash our hands (somewhr near their seats) Amir looked at me and gave me a stare. I didnt bother so acted as if I didnt know him. Haahs. After, bySNAR was laughing AGAIN and it made me laugh. Kayy, retarded. But jyeah, no choice. High level of humor, though we knew that the boys were looking. Heyy, we got life aites?

#8 My dear FarhanaTWIN, it's all up to you to decide. Your life, your choice. At this point, I really cant help both parties cos Im not sure how and afraid that I may cause unnecessary conflicts amongst US. All I can do is lend you a shoulder to cry and ears to listen. Im sorry I cant help beyond my capability but only my withins. I hope you understand.

2009-07-19T20:46:00.003+08:00

Ive neglected this precious online diary of mine for too long alr. Shall blog it right now. I apoogised to my readers who religiously been reading.

Monday, 13 July 09
School was ok. It's undeniably fun and enjoying when there's people who could make ur day as wonderful as it can be.
Diyanah ; Who never fails to ask your well-being each morning and have other people's at her heart. She's sweet, caring and loving.
Kina ; Who never fails to make you laugh with her laugh. Haahs. She's loud but has a caring and loving heart, though. Never judge a book by its cover.
Nadia ; The sweet-hearted girl who's soft and easy to talk to.
Nica ; The pure artistic-minded girl who LOVES arts -visual and music. She's good at advices.
Shannie ; She's loud and wild but loving. Much looovvveeesss. Never fails to give ue a morning hug and shouting "Good Morning" to everyone each time they walks into class.
The rest of the class, of course. Esp the ones who sits at the back of the class with the dirty jokes. Well, surrounded by boys .. Thats why. Miserable for Joey, Caroline and myself but yet they make us laugh out LOUD.

Tuesday, 14 July 09
Didnt went to school. I wasn't feeling well and went to the doc. Had the day's MC. The medicines that the doc prescribed is wayyyy too drowsy-causing. I literally slept the whole day(?) After the visit to the doc, I had my breakfast and then took medicines. About half an hour or so, I fell asleep at the couch. Woke up 3 ++ hrs later and ate again and medicine-ed again. Slept again. Woke up 4 hrs later. Ate again, medicine-ed again and slept. Jyeah, medicine-ed 3 times a day, each after meal. Lol. I feel much better, though.

Wednesday, 15 July 09
There's a few lessons and hwks to catch from the previous day. Tried my best to catch up and paid attention in class (as always). Im a good girl, okeyh. For the rest of the day, I cant recall what took place except for those jokes that Ive to tolerate from the boys. And I remember 1/2 ;
Aldwin - Ehk, Sabrina. I tink Im going to burn ur hair since it's too long.
Me - So what if my hair is too long? It doesnt bother ue, anw. And if ue dare to do that, I bet my father will come after ue.
Haahs, lol. Random but jyeah, it always happen. Imagine that.
Went home straight after school. And blah blah blah.

Thursday, 16 July 09
School was normal. Shall not write about it. Cos it's the same old jokes Im hearing from the boys everyday. Lol. But the girls - WE ROCK SOCKS, aites? I wasn't in a good mood later that night but I cant recall why. Slept quite late thinking about it.

Friday, 17 July 09.
There's this person who came back into my life after being MIA for a year-plus. Im really fuck-ed up with him/her. Its good that Im not naming the person. Ive already speak the truth and yet you're still bugging me. Do you need an extra Eng/Malay lesson with me to make ue understand more? You're such a bloody bastard, ass-hole. You suck-ed, mayn. Ive got no time to tolerate all your nonsense and having the sympathy on ue. In ur dreams laa ehk. Get a life, please.

Saturday, 18 July 09
Went for tuition. Enjoyed much but I really hope that Mr Ghafur would come back to teach us again for Math. But well, it'll never happen cos he had officially resigned. He's a student and a husband. And so, leading a busy life. Can't blame him, though. All the best and good luck in everything ue do, Mr Ghafur - on behalf of 2E! Kayy, planning a small yet memorable farewell party for him someday. Will have discussion with the Class Comm and the class itself. After tuition, went to CP with Shidah to run some errands and headed home. At home, spent the whole time completing my hwks. Im glad that I managed to finshed them all! Wee ~ Though I spent hors and hours but all my efforts paid off. Im happy (:

Sunday, 19 July 09
Woke up with a smile, I swear. I had the sweetest dream last night. How I wish it would come true. (: I dreamt of a mysterious Mr Right who understands me totally, I swear.

He knew when to call me up.
He gave me a shoulder to cry on.
He gave me a hug to warm me up.
He fixes dates for a talk.
He planned things out for an outing.
He asked me for my thoughts.
He hears me out and never oppose to anything.
He's the sweetest guy I knew in my dream.

Is there really an exact soul on Earth whom I met in my dream? If yes, prove it to me.

2009-07-11T23:29:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY, JELEEN aka JELLY BEAN (:
May all your dreams and wishes come true. And hopefully our friendship will be like a circle with no ends. Love, Sabrina.

Currently, chiong-ing all my weekends assignments/homeworks. Cos afraid may not have much time tmrw; FAMILY DAY laa. Shall not post on my days now. Next time, aites? See ya, readers.

On the other hand, Im currently urging to do the following with friends and/or family;
#1 Watch Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince at Vivo City.
#2 A trip to Singapore Zoological Gardens.
#3 A trip to Sentosa.
#4 A lunch/dinner treat at Swensens/Pizza Hut/Pasta Mania/Cafeela @ Jln Kayu + STARBUCKS.
#5 Watch Ice Age 3 (3D) at Plaza Singapura.
And still thinking ... Ppl, pretty please ; Do ring me up if you have plans for any of those above. PLEASE, IM BEGGING!

Plus plus plus .. I want band prac to resume asap badly! Just read the recent post in the band blog. It states that CCA is cancelled for the THIRD consecutive week all cos of the bloody H1N1! Damn it laa. Sianzxzxzxzxz!

2009-07-08T22:30:00.001+08:00

write the names of 21 friends you can think in your mind .and then answer the questions , say you're guessing if you don't know .but at least guess on all of them .after doing this , tag 21 unlucky friends to do the same thing .
1) Amira
2) Alyssa
3) Jeleen
4) Diyanah
5) Farhana (TWIN SIS)
6) Kina
7) Seri Nadia
8) Nica
9) Asiyah
10) Isabel
11) Rui Yun
12) Shidah
13) Hanyza
14) Faruq
15) Mirza
16) Ashaari
17) Sofia Arissa
18) RenceJIE
19) Yi JieKOR
20) June Chan
21) Siti Hajar

1. how do i meet 7 ?
;SERI NADIA
Just this year, when Im enrolled into the school.

2. what would you do if you and 15 had never met ?
; MIRZA
Erm, I woudn't have anyone to pick on easily. Haahs. xD

3. what would you do if 20 and 1 dated ?
;JUNE CHAN & AMIRA
OMGGG! That'll never happen cos they aren't lesbians and they've got their own taste of MR.RIGHT.

4. have you seen 17 cried ?
; SOFIA ARISSA
She's crazy whenever I sees her. And so, it is almost impossible for me to see her cry.

5. would 4 and 16 make a good couple ?
;DIYANAH & ASHAARI
Oh mee goshh! Absoutely, not cos they don't know each other. And even if they do, they won't make a couple, though.

6. do you think 11 is attractive ?
; RUI YUN
Yes, of course! She's my best friend, btw. As her best friend, everything of any sorts she has looks good to me. That makes a true friend, right bestie?

7. what is 2's favourite colour ?
;ALYSSA
Err, is it red or something? Ive forgetten. Im sorry, dearest.

8. when the last time i talked to 9 ?
; ASIYAH
13 Mins ago. Heehs.

9. what language does 8 speaks ?
;NICA
Hmphh. English and Tagalog, right? Obviuosly laa, duhh.

10. who is 13 going out with ?
;HANYZA
I bet she's going out with her scandal, Shidah. Haahs.

11. would you ever date with 17 ?
;SOFIA ARISSA
No waaayyy! We're not lesbians, alright?

12. where does 18 live ?
; RENCE(JIE)
Somewhere near Ranggung lrt, which is near North Vista Sec. xD

13. what is the best thing about 4 ?
;DIYANAH
She's a great friend whom you can turn to and also sneaky sometimes, I swear. She has the potential to give you a shock despite her quiet-ness. Haahs (;

14. what would you like to tell 10 right now ?
;ISABEL
Pal, IMY and ILY. Muackz.

15. what's the best thing about 20 ?
;JUNE CHAN
She's retarded + crazy + random + insanity. But still, she has a good heart.

16. have you ever kiss 2 ?
;ALYSSA
Nopee, but we do hug each other whenever we meet.

17. what is the best memory you have of 5 ?
;FARHANA
She an awesome "twin sister"of mine.

18. when is the next time you will be seeing 4 ?
;DIYANAH In about eight and a half hour or so? Tmrw school mahh. Lols.

19. how is 7 different from 6 ?
;SERI NADIA & KINA
No difference EXCEPT the scares. Kina does it better, haahs. Otherwise, they're more or less the same.

20. is 2 pretty ?
;ALYSSA Oh jyeahhhh, OF COURSE xD

21. what is the first impression of 15 ?
;MIRZA A decent freak. Haahs!

22. how did you meet 3 ?
;JELEEN
Coral Sec xD

23. is 15 one of your best friends ?
;MIRZA
Normal friend ?

24. do you hate 12 ?
;SHIDAH
Nopee, obviously!

25. have you seen 18 in the last month ?
;RENCE(JIE)
Not in the last month but I did see her today and even talked to her. xD

26. when was the last time you saw 16 ?
;ASHAARI Last month? Jyeah, should be.

27. have you been to 5's house ?
;FARHANA
Nehh (;

28. when is the next time you will see 10 ?
;ISABEL
The next school day, which is tmrw. SMILES.

29. are you close to 11 ?
;RUI YUN
Yes, duhh. Best friends, rmb? Mum regards her as her GOD-DAUGHTER lehh. How close can that be? ILY, bestie.

30. have you been to a movie with 1 ?
;AMIRA :D Jyeah. Just went on Monday, Youth Day. Geez.

31. have you gotten any trouble with 8 ?
;NICA
Err . no ? Haahs .

32. will you give 19 a hug ?
;YI JIE (KOR)
Jyeahhh! He's my best KOR, aites? I did hug him on 17 April, The Graduation Night for Band, as well as, RENCE JIE-JIE.

33. when have you lied to 3 ?
;JELEEN
Nopee. And I PROMISE I won't. Never once. (;

34. is 11 good in socializing ?
;RUI YUN
Yes, most of the time.

35. do you know a secret about 8 ?
;NICA
Erm, I don't so. Do I, Nica?

36. describe the relationship between 12 & 18 ?
;SHIDAH & RENCE (JIE)
Total strangers. xD

37. what's the best thing about your relationship with 9 ?
;ASIYAH
We always argue. Does that counts? Haahs. xD

38. what's the worst thing about 6 ?
;KINA
Her laughter makes me laugh. xD

39. have you ever have a crush with 12 ?
;SHIDAH
Im not a LES.

40. how long have you known 2 ?
;ALYSSA
It's the second year right now and still counting (;

41. does 11 have any boyfriend or girlfriend ?
;RUI YUN
Haahs, jyeah! Ssshhh!

42. have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face ?
;AMIRA
No no no! Geez.

43. have 21 meet your parents ?
;Siti Hajar
Jyeah!

44. how did you meet 11 ?
;RUI YUN
Same Pri Sch & were classmates for 3 consecutive years plus another year with her twin sis. xD

45. did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3 ?
;JELEEN
Err, dont think so. Haha.

46. do you live close to 7 ?
;SERI NADIA
No No. She stays at Serangoon. ):

47. what's 8 favourite food ?
;NICA
Erm, IDK? Fruits and vegetables, I guess? Since she cant take meat/seafood. (PS. SHE'S NOT A VEGETARIAN, THOUGH)

48. what kind of car does 1 have ?
;AMIRA
Err, do u even have a license, my dear? Haahs xD

49. have you travelled anywhere with 9 ?
;ASIYAH
Yeapp, to HK for 5D 4N. (;

50. if 14 have $100 , what would he/she spend it on ?
;FARUQ
Handphone accessories? Like headphone, I guess?

Youth Day.

2009-07-07T19:30:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's was a blast!
Met Amira at WS ard 12-ish.
Amira's the early bird. She was there even before 12.
But well, I was late by 10 mins or so? Jyeah.
After, went to KFC for our lunch and the story's Im telling next is a hilarious one.
Amira and I ordered our food and ate real slow as Alyssa has yet to arrvied.
Alyssa text-ed me and asked where were we. And so, I told her.
But the weirdest part was that she didn't asked which KFC we're at. Lols.
She was in the train when she text-ed.
So, Amira and I gave her like 15 mins' grace. Pasir Ris is just 2 stations away from Simei.
Waited and waited and waited. Didn't see the sight of her.
Amira and I were wondering what took her so long.
I called her.
Me; Hello, Alyssa. Did you like slept in the train or something? Haahs.
(the fact that she overslept and she could still be tired, that why)
Alyssa; Erm, no laa. Im like walking to E!hub.
Me;WHAT, E!hub?! We're at WS. Lols.
Alyssa; OMGGG! Haaaiyooo! Nvm, dhen. I'll bus there.
Me; Alright. We'll wait.
Hang-ed up. Amira and I were laughing over the conversation.
Pity, Alyssa.
1300 hrs, sharp. Our Dearest Princess Alyssa arrived.
Alyssa had her meal while the two of us waited for her.
Talk and talk and talk.
There's alot to catch up with them, though.
Aftermath, bus-ed down to E!hub.
We were lazy to walk and also rushing for time.
We planned to catch the 2pm show. So jyeah. CHOP, CHOP!
Reached E!hub and went up to the 4th level.
Queued for the tics.
We've the the final three seats for the slot, which is the first row.
Well, we just went with it cos can't afford to watch anything that's later.
Why? We're meeting Jeleen at 4.30pm.
Transformer's a two and a half hour show.
Went in to the theatre. Erm, well. The front row isn't that bad after all.
Just lift ur neck a little and you can enjoy the show comfortable already.

Transformers.

Awesome
Great scenes, esp the ones in Egypt
I love it, though I didn't manage to catch Transformer I, but I understood the storyline
It's a MUST watch show.
I'll rate it 7/5, the extra 2 came from the pure happiness and enjoyment I've got. (:

Jeleen's already waiting for us when we came out from the theatre.
She's treating us dinner. Aww, sweet right?
Well, it's an early birthday treat from her.
Her birthday falls on 11 July, but cos she's booked on her birthday, so an advanced one it shall be.
I was freezing + shivering the moment we stepped out.
We walked around DT before heading down to Tamp One.
Talk and talk and talk.
And when Jeleen's with us, all the craps are coming out. Heehs.
And the sidekicks, Amira + Alyssa; Only God knows how crazy it was.
I was quiet, I know.
Bus-ed to Tamp.
In the bus, the trios asked me lots of ques about (insertnamehere).
Gals, there seriously nothing between us.
We're just close friends + text-ing companion, nothing more.
Alighted, walked and talked.
They don't seems to be convinced of my confessions.
But whatever. Im not lying to myself, anw.
Had the dinner at F.I.S.H (by Fish & Co.)
Ordered our food.
Talked while waiting for the food to be served.
Erm, Im skipping the convo part this time.
Cos it's just supposed to be between us ONLY, right gals?
We started to eat after all the food are being served.
It's basic table etiquette that we've practiced all this while in a fine-dining restaurant.
Oh, whoah! Lols.
There's TOTAL silence once everyone's eating. This always happens between us.
We shared a huge glass of Jungle Freeze. It's perfect.
Aftermath, we had Candy Floss. Yummy-nees, though Im not a fan of candy.
When everything's done, bill settled by Queen Jeleen (inside joke) .
Walked to TM for Toys'R'US. We often do that when we're there. (:
Walked around a little and home-ed.
I bus-ed 27 dhen 88.
Tired, yet fun.

Got home, no one's at home.
Mum's brough Granny & Sis to Vivo City for relaxation.
Sis was upset cos I didn't brought her along. Oopss.
But I did get her fave chocolate in return, though.
Bath-ed, changed, rest-ed and slept.
Idk what time they came home. I slept at 11-ish?
Maybe they reached home soon after that, I guess.

Pictures aren't with me but Amira.
I'll upload them once I got them from her (:

Gals, I really had a great time with you all.
I appreciate the accompaniment.
I love to spent the time with you all.
Well, there's more to catch up soon.
More plannings coming up, rite?
Jeleen's & Alyssa birthdays + Harry Potter!
Can't wait!
With love,
Sabrina.

I've got a busy schedule this few weeks despite the temporary stand down for CCAs.
#1 Malay Poetry cum Skit competition on 25 July.
~ Tough fight, though.
~ Our "enemies" are Victoria Sch, St Pat's, CHIJ Katong C., TKGS, (?)I CANT RMB THE SCH and US, PHSS
~ Just give our best shot and not being a sore loser.

#2 Wall Mural design (ART)
~ With conjunction if the YOG in 2010.
~ Each class send an entry.
~ The best entry will take the lead of doing a wall mural in school!
~ Due date - Week 4 but Ms Li wants us to give it to her next Tue.

#3 Banner and SchoolPage design (Concert Band)
~ Banner's due on 24 July
~ SchoolPage's due on 31 July
~ All EXCOs are involved

All these may sound easy but they aren't. Lots of time and effort has to be sacrificed in order for ALL to complete. Argghh, tiring but it should be worth it if you think positive.
With that, I shall end the post here. Toodles.

2009-07-05T22:42:00.004+08:00

THE GIRLS' DAY OUT, 06 JULY 09
Alyssa, Amira, Jeleen and myself;
We're going for a movie tmrw at E!hub.
At back-to-back reunion is what I've been waiting for.
Im so so so excited for this.
Time, please fly faster.
(Jyeah, right Sab. In your dreams, gal!)
We're watching TRANSFORMERS.
Wee ~
I love them, and of course, miss them too.
They rock, alright?
Will enjoy the day tmrw.

People, do visit onto the last link on my list named Charmaine.
She's in need of help.
Together, we can make a difference for this 4-year-old pretty little girl.

2009-07-04T21:32:00.002+08:00

I BADLY IN NEED OF NEW STORY BOOKS RIGHT NOW.
ESPECIALLY THOSE WRITTEN ON THE DESIRES' LIST.
DO GRANT MY WISHES, PEOPLE?
IF YOU DO, I'D LOVE YOU TO THE MAXZXZXZXZXZ!

AND MUMMY, DADDY; I NEED A NEW SPECS OR CONTACT LENS BADLY! PLEASE, PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE?

2009-07-03T22:03:00.006+08:00

I'll post about this week but not so detailed, I tink ? Im not in the mood to elaborate unless its an interesting incident/event.

Monday, 29 June
Goodbye hols, Hello school. Back from vacation. There's a few new teachers for our class.
History ; Ms Nalini - She's awesome. Well, I like her alright?
Art ; Ms Li - ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTT, is what bySNAR and I had been waiting for! The teacher's pretty, which caught the attention of the class, esp BOYS. She's frm NAFA. So jyeah, expect the unexpected.
Sci ; Ms Wong - Erm, I'll rate her 3/5? I prefer Mr Chua. In fact, the whole class wants him back.
ML ; Cikgu Faizah - She's like Cikgu Suhaila? A little, I guess. I like her.
The day went as scheduled but didn't had proper lessons. We didn't bring our books, anw.
Md Ilham Bahrom text-ed me today after (?) months he went MIA. He's proud that (insertreasonhere). Like wthell? I didn't ask laa seyh. Im lovin what I am right now.

Tuesday, 30 June
Went to school with Kina & Yvonne by cab. I late laa dhen mummy say take cab so I called them lor. I sponsor. After, school was normal. After school, slack-ed with FarhanaTWINNIE at CP before heading home. She's my best SIS laa. We think alike, somehow and thus we don't have conflicts. But dhen, I cant accept the fact that she's (insertreasonhere). Sis, would you change your mind? Puh-leash? But whatever it is, I'll respect ur decision.
Home-ed, bath-ed, hwk-ed, text-ed.
ater at night, hp's being a bitch. I can't text and it's damn bloody frustrating, alright? I was texting and dhen suddenly it says "SENDING FAILED". Urgghh, skip that.

Wednesday, 1 July
Can't remember what happened during school. LOLs. After school, went for lunch with Caroline and Eileen Per. At the same time, had our discussion for CME project.
#1 Saw Md Ilham Bahrom while entering Banquet. Sombong siol. But I swear it's only the second time this year, I saw him. Last met was 02 Jan 09. Pathetic much? Jyeah.
#2 Saw Asiyah Abd Halim at the same area different angle. We did met but can't rmb when was the last time.
Aftermath, went home. Bath-ed, hwk-ed, lappy-ing and sweetdream-ing.

Thursday, 2 July
Went for lunch with SakinaCousin and Mirza tagged along. Ate at KFC. Soon after, Shidah & Asiyah spotted us. Mirza was PAISEYHH . 4 vs 1 laa, thats why. Pity him. Im sorry, friend.
He left right after he finished his food. Lols, the way he gobbled down his food was hilarious. Walk-ed around. Layan-kan Cousin & Asiyah. Ehk, my body aching and you gals didn't "allow" me to go home. Tired, you know. Jyeah, I was bullied.
Train-ed home, hwk-ed, frustrated (readers, you should know why), sleep

Friday, 3 July
Chiong-ed home after school. Had lunch and dhen bath-ed. Waited for sis & cousinS to reach home, did some of my hwk-s. They reached home, bath-ed had their lunch. Got ready for religious class and left house at 3-plus. Today, recital only. Managed to clear by 5.15-ish. Went home, rested. Continue-ed with Maths. I hereby confessed that the current topic now is tough. Im not getting the other 30-ish% of it. Ive more or less understood Chap 7 but Chap 8 is still alienation to me. I'll do smth about it.
Currently ;
- Chatting with Asiyah, SakinaCOUSIN & Amira.
- Wee ~ Bros (COUSINS) and aunt (aka Mama) from JB drove in here , to Spore. So glad to see them. Abg Aan right beside me on the comp (: Abg Sya's away driving out there, bringing Mama and Mum to somewhr. Kesian abgQUSH; Baru dtg dah kene jadi chauffeur. Tkpe laa kans. After tmrw, you'll be back to your college in KL, right? Dhen, we/you wont know when will you have the time to be back here. All the best for your studies. Success, aites?

- Finding answers to questions that had been hanging in mind with a HUGE QUESTION MARK(?)

I need to carify my doubts ASAP, someone.
I'll get my hp fixed and text you right at once.

Random Shoutouts !

2009-06-28T16:21:00.003+08:00

#1 Im so into books by Cecilia Ahern. Credits to Alyssa Azmi who present me with PS I Love You that day ! Tks, appreciate alot. I bought the latest series ytdy , Thanks for The Memories. And I swear, I gonna finish it in no time.
#2 Band ; More sight-reading pieces coming right up! In preparation for next year's graduation concert in March.Yes, MARCH! So early laa. There's still SIBF in July(?). Mr Tang, can delay the stand down? Pretty, puh-leash?
#3 IsabelTanMeiJun ; I wanna catch the SYF Presentation Night on 8 July at Esplanade Concert Hall badly! Grant my wish, please? I'll treat you after that. (will that work, though)
#4 Back to the Graduation Concert. Im so looking forward to it as it'll be our first ever public concert. 10 repertoires in all. I love them all. But but but, Im so not looking forward to the stand down ceremony. I'll be all alone playing the "unwelcomed" euph solos plus guidung thru Farid & Shi Min. To the two of you, please .. Im begging you. Pull up your socks and don't take things for granted. Do improve, promise me & Joey. Alright.
#5 School days gonna start afresh in 15 hours' or so? Im really looking forward to see my mates again especially 2E6-ers. We rock, aites? And ohh, not forgetting my sitting partner Edmond! We'll start crapping again, right partner? Muahahahahaha.

Im thinking what are you trying to tell me.
Your actions touched my heart.
But IDK if there's a hidden meaning deep right in there.
I need you to explain.
I need you to clarify.
Just what's all this is about?

2009-06-26T18:54:00.003+08:00

Im depressed.

Am I too tolerant or am I too selfish?
Am I too soft-hearted or am I too harsh?
Am I too forgiving or am I too one-sided?
Do I deserve whats going right now or even more/less?
Do I have to bring upon others before myself or the other way round?
Do I have to make decision my life or decision that change others' life?
Should I let it all out or simply keep it deep in my heart?
Should I write it here or talk to someone?
Should I forget about it or simply a revenge?
Will it helps or it's just as good as doing nothing?
Will I have to be the one taking action or the culprit?
Will I gain the reward or regretting it next?

Someone, please text/cal me.
You're really needed at this point of time.

2009-06-25T19:59:00.005+08:00

I'll shall blog about my week today (:

Monday, 21 June
Went for the class bbq, as mentioned in the previous post. Yun&WenTWIN came over to my place, as well as Aloysius and Arifeen. The boys called up asking how are we going there cos they aren't sure of the way. LOLS. Ohh well, since they want to join us it gonna be early. We've got to be there around 4-plus cos we've got to collect our orders (food&accessories).
Bus-ed 89 there. Alight and walked. After, went to Carpark A, where the delivery man waited. I'd confessed on their (the boys) behalf; "Yes, we're gay and not gentlemen". Well, this confession was made with regards to the fact that they didn't want to help carry the stuffs. In the end, we the girls carried the heavy, bulky boxes whereas they carried the charcoal and wiremesh ONLY! So ungentlemen, rite? Hmph. Enough on that part.
Another issue is, neither both of them knows how to start the fire. I did it, ouhkeyh? It was a SUCCESSFUL! Started the fire while waiting for the rest. The wind was so strong that I dont even need to fan it. The wind helps to do the job. Heehs (:
Soon after, the rest came and talktalktalk while I do with the bbq-ing! Pity, right. Haih, what to do? Its fated. I guess.
Half an hour later, two gentlemen came by and they became my "assistants". Haahs. Thanks ehk, Amir & Syahmi. We sacrificed our stomach for the rest, okeyh?! Ooopss, except Amir (who's capable of eating half-cooked OTAH & SATAY). Pathetic much? Jyeah. Blahblahblah. Lazy to type it all out. Sorry, peeps. Few hours later, we change "shift" laa. Others took over while we eat. Hungry tao! Aft, helped in the bbq-ing for a moment. Alamak! Not professionals laa you peeps! Right, guys? Wanna know what happened?
1. Fires were out
2. Fire started didnt worked
3. Put charcoal but fire didnt spread
Haiyooooo! Back to work laa ehk. Managed to get the fire to come "ALIVE" and left right after that. Tiring seyh. Psst;Thanks to FarhanaTWIN who got me waterbombs from her class. And jyeah, unexpected bombing took place. And the guys started to get revenge soon after but too bad. It was utterly unsuccessful cos we (myself, Y&Wtwin) were the ones taking care of their valuables (LOL?) They were afraid that their precious stuffs getting soaked. The boys were AMAZINGLY wet whereas us, were MAJOR-LY dry. My aiming wasnt that great but somehow got Owen pathetically wet as well as Arifeen. Also, my sis threw a ICY-COLD waterbomb to Amir (he didnt realised it, though). He was like "Awww.. Cold siaa". -_-
Serves you right laa. Naseb kao. Water bombing continued till there's no more "bombs" to be thrown. Dhen, cleared up the area and packed-up. Some went off while others stay-ed on till 11pm, including myself. Those who stayed ; We played truth or dare & double dare (dare or dare). Crapped and fools out of ourselves. Laugh out loud, the stupid jokes and lame dares.
At 11, Owen's parents fetched the boys; Arif, Amir, Aloy, Syahmi, Chan Kuan (thats all, I tink?) and Y&Wtwin's parents fetch sis & I home. We were the last few girls to leave. So jyeah.

This is what you get when you spin the bottle un-capped. (credits to Arif)

Pic's not clear. But it's all about the water bombing thingy.

Kayy, I missed this part in my post. Jyeah, the pic tells everything.
They mixed it & drank it. I swear the stench was horrible when they opened up the dispenser. Yes, dispenser. They cleared everything and made a drink to their own "preference". It's so EEEWWW.

I'd like to express my sincere thanks to those who turn up that day;
1. Y&Wtwin
2. Myself&Sis
3. Si Yi
4. Tizane
5. Bilian
6. Vivien
7. Sin Yuen
8. Siew Yin
9. Jing Ting
10. Jia Ming
11. Arifeen
12. Amir
13. Aloysius
14. Chan Kuan
15. Syahmi
Erm, thats all I guess? Tell me if theres anymore. To those who didn't turn up, you guys had missed out the loadsssssssssssss of fuuuuunnnnnnnn!

Tuesday, 22 June
Joey, Alicia, Grace, Pauline and I went back to CVPS to help out the band. It was instructed by Mr Tang. One of his friend is an assistant instructor there. So jyeah. They've got a performance coming up. Heard them playing as a whole. It was awesome except the euph & trombone sect. Haishh, waterface drop laa. These two sect were the two best sect in strength & playing. But now (?) Buck up, juniors. Euph, don't always depend on your two SLs, Fadli & Cara. Heyhey, wake up! They're graduating already! Are you saying that there's no hope for euph to progress the moment they graduate and leaves the band?! noNoNO! Euph used to be a great sect, okeyh? And please, sustain it! Seriously, Joey & I were shocked to hear them? Both of us were like "Are they even playing or it's just one person playing?" Kayy, there's how bad they were. Juniors, dont wait for you seniors/alumni to spoon-feed you. Have your own initiative, alright? Left at 1. Dhen went for lunch with Grace & hoooomee!

At 5, headed down to mum's workplace to fetch her, alongwith sis. Mum knocks off at 6.30pm. Aft, went to Cik Simah's place. Cik Simah, Kak Yuli, Sis, Mum & I cab-ed to Mediacorp, Caldecott Broadcast Centre. Whats up? To watch ANUGERAH live! Supporting Hariani Hassan aka Yanie! She my cousin, alright? There were 40 of us. The auditorium was chaotic and atmoshpere was awesome! It's soooooooooo diff. Kae, whatever. Stop it, Sab! Kak Yanie ; ALL THE BEST & GOOD LUCK. MAY YOU STAY INTO THE FINALS, HOPEFULLY BEING CROWNED AS THE NEXT ARTIST. (:
Show ended at 9.30; Abg Eyan drove us home. Otw home, mum received a call. My grandaunt passed away peaced recently that time. My condolences. Mum called dad and informed him. And so, both of them had took take leave for the next day.

Wednesday, 23 June
Woke up at 7.30am. Dressed up. Left for the funeral at 8.30-ish. Cab-ed to Hougang with fam. Met my dad's siblings at the void deck there. Aft, went up. And OMG!! Grandaunt reminds me of my late Grandmother (Dad's mum). They're totally alike. It saddens me but I just cried in the heart. Couldnt get tears out of my eyes. Also, didn't want to let mum sees me crying cos it'll make her cry. I knew that she was controlling her emotion till the very end. I could tell from her look/face. After, went to the cemetery to witness the bury-ing.
Dhen 10-plus (6 of dad's siblings plus my fam and 2 cousins) over of us squeezed into a mini van and went for lunch at Geylang Hawker Centre.
Home ; Something unpleasant happened and I shant talk about it. Cos it hurts.

Thanks for hearing me out.
You waited for me to calm-ed/cool-ed down.
Though you scolded me indirectly for being a little unreasonable,
I appreciate your concern.
I knew you said/remark-ed all those words for my own good.
I understand.
Yes, I was harsh cos of anger but you ignored.
You talked till I came to my positive sense.
You inner-self has really touched me & I know your true-self.
Thanks.

2009-06-22T10:22:00.003+08:00

IM SO DAMN, BLOODY EXCITED FOR THE P6/3'07 CLASS BBQ LATER ON! MATES, DO ENJOY YOURSELF TO MAXZXZXZXZX, OKEYH?

IT'LL BE AN OFFICIAL 220609!
WE ROCKS, OKEYH?
WILL POST ABOUT IT TMRW. HOPEFULLY, WILL TAKE LOTSA PEEK-TURES!

THE PLACE/SPOT/LOCATION/VENUE/WHATEVER YOU CALL THAT;to remember/recall
PASIR RIS PARK, AREA 1(CARPARK A)
PIT 13
the fun, the laughter, the pranks, the talks, the ideas and everything plus the anything.

I really hope that this occasion will turn out as planned, if not better. I really want this gathering to be officially a success cos the next time that we'll gather will prolly during the next LONG hols. Meaning, the 2-months hols for us, which is in 4-5 months' time? So jyeah, enjoy this to the fullest, aites?

Signing off,
Your Dearly Ex-Classleader.
Saab-reenaa (:

2009-06-21T14:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY DADDYS' DAY TO ALL DADDY-SSS OUT THERE, ESP MY BELOVED DAD, MD RAPI BIN HASSAN(:
Daddy, you're a great daddy I've known. Despite your nature of being quiet and limited, you never fail to make your two pretty daughters' day and not forgetting mummy's, too. Duirng this hols, I get to see you before you goes of for work. But when school starts, I prolly see you on ur off-days (Mondays), Sundays (before you go for work) and before I go to school (that's when you're asleep). You go to work at 2 and only comes home the next morning at 5. Your work's tough but I know that you persevered till this far that you cant afford to leave ur career of a hawker, selling drink at East Coast Lagoon Hawker Centre. Well, Im not afraid to write this in cos' Im proud that though you arent highly educated, but you still managed to settle in a job for a long period of time. I LOVE YOU, DADDY!

Basically this week, Ive got nothing much to talk about. Practically stayed home and settled some stuffs. Otherwise, I just do random stuffs just to keep myself occupied.

And ohh, Im pretty excited for my P6 Class BBQ tmrw, 22/06/09. It's kindda last minute plan but jyeah, we've got pretty much things settled, rite ppl? Or rather everythings were settled except the day itself.
I really miss those times. I'd say that the class wasn't that united by when it comes to class' effort, we would more or less get things done with less pushing. One achievement that I can recall with regards to class' effort thingy ;
1. HAPPY TOILET PROGRAMME by NEA ; We're required to design the boys' toilet next to our class. The idea was tremendous. We designed it on theme of 'Wildlife Jungle'. It took us quite some time to complete it. staying back almost every afternoon. I think it took abot 4-5 days to complete. The next morning when we came back ... We found that all the designs were tear down by some jokers who thought that it was funny. Unlike some classes which also faced the same problem, we didnt lodge a complain at first but continue to stay back and re-do as much as we could during a short period of time before the deadline. This time, we stayed real late just to make sure that there our work is secured. We stayed till about 6-plus doing up the designs and that same time, "GUARDING" the toilet. The following week, judges came down to mark all the toilets. We managed to clinched the 2nd position and won Swensens voucher. We treat ourselves and really glad that all the efforts were paid off.

Other than that, the rest are all bittersweet memories that can never be erased. The two years of being classmates do mean alot to me. Also, the guidance that I received from my dedicated teachers. It really showed in my performance and results. Thank you, teachers.

Birthday Wishes

2009-06-15T20:44:00.006+08:00

15 June 09 ;
HAPPY 14TH B-DAY bySNAR , DEAREST (:
Cheyy , dh 14 laa ! All the best and good luck in evrything you do , kae ? You'll always be in my heart and I'll always be there for your heart . Rmb that , aites ? I heart you many many , syg
HAPPY 8TH B-DAY AMIRAH , MY CUTE LITTLE COUSIN (:
Jgn nottie nottie , kae ? Study hard and make us proud , especially Mummy and Ayah . Kak Ina will always be there if you need help in your studies . Jgn malu bertanya , nnt sesat jln tao . Kak Ina SAYANG you always.
Went to bySNAR's surprise b-day party today . It was fun minus the water parade , clothes soaking wet , pushing each other into the sea , the sabotage-ing and the list goes on . Haahs . Met Shawn Ng , Kah Meng , Yvonne , Shannie , Jin Wen and Nica . Daddy and sis tagged along . Cute . right . I noe laa . Bus-ed 88 to Pasir Ris inter and dhen walked to Pasir Ris Park , Area 1 . Walked and walked and walked and saw three musketeers (Megat, Fairul & Shahindera) at a bus-stop near DT . Nica approached them . And they were like , 'Ehk , you all going there right ? We need assistance cos we lost our way.' Lols . They dont look like they need assistance laa. Haahs . Right , Nica ? *Inside Joke* So they joined us and continue walking and coincides with Kina, Diela and Dina . It's kindda far . By the time we reached the pit , Pit 13 ; We were alrready dead on our feet . But , we fought the tired-ness and went as planned ; For bySNAR's sake . Right , people ? Got the food-stuffs , drinks , bbq-stuffs and everything . We got everything organised and went to hide when we got the signal (PhoneCal) from Mahadhir . After , we came out from our hidings and sang her the b-day song from the back . Nadia didn't know how to react , seriously . Cute laa kans . Dhen , pictures taken . Cake-cutting . Water fight , sabotage-ing and all craps . And , my all-time target is MEGAT DANIAL . Haahs , kesian dier . I poured water from bottle on hair thrice , okae ? None of the time that he was aware of that . He was doing something else when suddenly he felt cold water falls from his head . Naseb kao laa , Megat ! After ; Eat , drink , crapp-ed , laughed and whatsoever . Before I forget . CONGRATS to Mahadhir , Megat and Fairul who got a "treat" from the birds on the tree . Haahs , padan muke korang . We , the girls were like laughing our ass off when we saw bird shits on their tees . Like OMG ?! Slack-ed awhile more and went home with FarhanaSIS and of course my blood sista .

Grabbed from bySNAR's.

Taken when bySNAR has yet to arrive ; and jyeah, we opened it before she came. haahs, sorry bySNAR.

The girls ; Queen control
Currently feeling fuck-ed up with some boy who pass-ed my no around like nobody's business . Also , feeling that Im missing someone . Well , may you enjoy your trip there and take care . Get back to me as soon as you touched down in Spore .

16 June 09 ;
HAPPY 14TH B-DAY , XIN YUAN
May God bless you in everything you do . Also , may all your dreams and wishes come true . Last but not least , enjoy you day .
HAPPY (??) B-DAY , UNCLE SA'AD
May ALLAH bless you . You're a great uncle who loves to hear and tells stories . Though we don't see each othe real often but we're close when we meet . ILY , uncle !

17 June 09
HAPPY 14TH B-DAY , AMIRAAWRR !
May God bless you . Though we're in a distant bt there's nvr a saying that we should drift . I really hope that the ties between me , you , Alyssa and Jeleen would last like the road , which doesnt have it's end . Love you much <333>

TAQS' Learning Journey ; Southern Ridges Hiking

2009-06-12T18:20:00.003+08:00

#110609#
And jyeah , let the pictures tells ue the story . Went hiking for the second time this week ! YES , I swear . Tiring laa . There's more pics but lazy to upload . See first if I've got the time . Bubye !

2009-06-07T17:59:00.002+08:00

Im currently munching on a yummy , delicious , great McFlurry . (kayy , stop it Sabrinaa)
This week wasn't much on activities but somehow I did had my days filled . Great laa . I don't to rot at home , though .

Monday , 010609 .
First day of the month . Went for religious class in the morning . Was supposed to go back PriSch for Peer Tutoring programme but it was cancelled . Idk why . I slacked at home . Eat , Net-Surfing , Gaming , Read , TV-ed and sleep . Bleahs . These reduced my frustration over my little cousins who are taken care of while their parents are at work . The chaos they created is like there's over 10 of them here . But well , there's only 3 of them . So jyeah . Urgghh , enough . And ohh . Remember that I was talking about the secret plan on the previous post ? Hmmmm . Got the full exact details alr . Planning out more stuffs so that the event won't be a bore . CountingDownTheDays ..

Tuesday , 020609 .
HAPPY 14TH B-DAY TO JUNE CHAN YAN RONG ! MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS AND WISHES COME TRUE (: YOU'RE INDEED A GOOD FRIEND .
Had religious class in the morning . Went home at 10-ish . Rest awhile . Had lunch . Got ready for band , which starts at 2pm . Went early , though . Bus-ed there and reached school at 1.15pm . Did self-prac before full band . Struggling on high notes especially the dearest HIGH G ! It's tedious , alright ? One moment I could hit it and the next maybe not . Dhen , full band starts . Juniors joined us . Spent like about an hour or so on warm-ups for the juniors' sake . Also , to build up the seniors' fundamental stuffs . Dhen , went on with the playing of 'Jupiter from The Planet' . Kayy , it was horrible (no offence) . Im saying this cos even my juniors can't play it . And our part's like the easiest in comaprison to the rest ? After , went for sectionals to teach the juniors . About half an hour later , seniors were called back in for full band while the juniors had to prac on their own . Practiced Nessun Dorma , which is a nightmare for Joey and I cos of the euph solo and abit of Jurrasic Park . Blahblahblah . Juniors joined in and played Jupiter once thru . As for "finale" , the whole band played the songs as one and dhen pack-ed up .

Wednesday , 030609
Baby-sitting is a nightmare ! Religious class in the morning and baby-sitting for the rest of the day . The rest of the house were out for some formal event . The chaos was really like (*&^%$#@!) . Make me go insane , maynnnn ! They gave one prob after another . Thankfully my hands didnt land on their faces . If not , red finger markings are gonna be "stickers" on their faces . I swear . I could not rest in peace . Scolded and shouted at them every minute , every second . My throat was alr sore by 4pm , seriously . I was effing fed-up till I made the decision not to bother anymore and went into my room . Eventually , I fell asleep till my mum came back from work . Till then , the rest who were out have yet to come home . My mum was nagging alr the moment she stepped into the house . The living room was horribly , terribly messy . Haishh , KIDS ! Had my shower . After , I felt hungry . Went to the kitchen . But I forgot the granny didn't fix-ed anything before she left the house . And ytdy's leftover was alr finished by lunch . So , decided to do something else and forget about hunger . Mum cleaned the house . Dad came home . Waited and waited for the rest to come home . And guess what ? They only come home at 10-ish ! Then ; Mummy , Daddy , Sis and Myself were all hungry . Well , granny had dinner alr before coming home . We all went out for SUPPER , alongwith nenek , of course ! Head down to Teh Tarik at Onan Rd . Cab-ed there . Blahblahblah . Home & slept .

Thursday , 040609
Morning ; Religious class , as usual . Had band prac in the afternoon . Normal stuffs laa . Don't wish to elaborate cos it's basically the same old stuffs plus new discovery (:
Back home ; Dinner , net-surfing . And ohh , I found out something really awesome on Coral Concert Band's blog ! During the time that I was reading the latest post , they were actually having an awesome Seniors' Farewell partyyy . Check it out to get what I meant ; http://www.coralband.blogspot.com .
Aft , spent the time ; text-ing , chatting , blog-reading and surfing . Stay-ed up till quite late and eventually SWEET DREAMS .

Friday , 050609
Woke up at 9.30-ish . Thanks to the CHARLIE's ANGELS who loves to make noise and disturb my sleep ! Planned to wake up at a later time . But nahh . Watched tv . Showered . Get dressed into PE attire . Had brunch . Slack-ed awhile . Off to school for band prac . Text-ed/Reply-ed people on my way . Well , they "accompanied" me , though . Reach-ed quite early . Slow-ed down my pace . Walk and walk and walk . At band room , saw Eileen . We talked and talked and talked . Well ... Band stuffs , of cos ! Went out awhile . When I got in again , I regretted .

I stepped into the room . And immediately ;
Yan Hong ; Sabrina , go arrange scores .
I was like ... WHAT ?!
I turned to Eileen .
And said 'I shouldn't have came in.'
Eileen ; Too bad laa . It's too late .

So , I arranged and arranged and arranged . It was boring , though . Yan Hong and I were like robots . We arranged , counted , check for missing scores and blahblahblah . We didn't talked at all . And yes , I meant AT ALL . Around 45-ish mins ltr , we stopped cos sectionals begin . And jyeah , there's still a little more to do . Went for sectionals . First half an hour , 2-3.30pm ; Teach juniors . OMG ! Joey and I really don't know what to do with them alr . We can spend like the whole time repeating the same , old parts but they can barely get it . After , the juniors did their self-prac while us , practicising the SOLO the whole time (3.30-5pm) till out lips sore and crack-ed . We kept drinking water , mayn . I swear . After 5 , we continued to teach the juniors for awhile more before packing up . Back to band room , did spring cleaning on instruments , store room and band room . Initially , wanted to bring home instrument since we'll be away for 2 weeks . But it's too bulky and heavy . Need lots of strength . Joey and I were half-hearted . Now , regretting it alot . Cos planned to polish the dearest instrument and maybe it can look as good as new . Also , practicising stuffs at home . Nahh , it's all too late alr . Blahblahblah . Admin matters and released ! Went home with Isabel , Rui Yun and her boyf . Wanted to bus-ed home but ended up lrt-ed home . Cos accompany my dearestISABEL (i hope you are reading this) . Crap-ed alot . Reached home . Showered . Dinner . Tv-ed . Text-ing . Anything more ? Idk . Slept at 10-plus .

Saturday , 060609 .
Class Outing ; Tree-Top Walk @ MacRitchie .
HAPPY 14TH B-DAY , EDMOND OH (MY SITTING PARTNER) I LOVE UR CRAPS AND JOKES AND THE TUMMYACHE I'LL GET DUE TO OVER-LAUGHING . LOL (:
Overslept ! Woke up at 6.34am ! Im like supposed to meet the class at 7.30am ?! I chiong-ed laa , of cos . Bathe-ed , dressed and breakfast . By then it was alr 7.15am . Waited for sis also . Yes , she followed . By the time she was ready , it was alr 7.20am . Oh no ! Dashed out of the house . Dhen , mummy was like 'Hey , wait laa . I send ue both' . Waited AGAIN . I thought she getting us cab or something but no . LRT-ed there . Reached inter and no one was there . I called up Caroline . She said they were alr in the bus . After , saw Edmond , Melvin Goh and Kah Meng . They were left behind , too . Heehs . Bus-ed with them . Here's the best part ; None of us knew where to alight . So , asked the other group to wait for us at the destination's bus stop . It was an exact an hour journey . Alighted and waiting for Nadia at the entrance cos her Dad drove her there . While waiting , we PANGSEH-ed Edmond . Sang b-day song for him .
Kayy , now recap on the walk ; Go to http://www.simplynadiia.blogspot.com (pictures there laa)

It awesome yet tiring . At least got experience mahh . The most scariest but memorable part of the walk is ; the part whereby we had to walk across the hanging bridge . I don't remember how long it was and how high was it above the ground . Hell jyeah , it was damn bloody scary when ue look down . Ive got phobia of heights , mayn ! Nevertheless , I overcome it for the sake of crossing it . Dhen , continue walking and walking and walking till we reached the exit . It was a 3 hour long walk . Leg cramp siaaa . After the walk , Nadia , Kina and Dina came over to my place . Had lunch and planned where to go . Think think think ; No idea . Ended up , went to CP and Nadia treated us DURIANS ! Yummy-ness . Tks , bySNAR <3>

Sunday , 070609 .
FAMILY DAY ; Going out soon . Bye , peeps ! Shall elaborate some other times .

And jyeah , Ive been text-ing alot .

Forwarding infos , crapping with people , random chats and stuffs .

Im just hoping that my bill wont exceed 45 bucks at any point of time .

The close-ness between us tells me that we're no meant to be together .

IT'S SO NEAR YET SO FAR .

2009-05-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Thursday ; 28 May 09
Got back my report book . Overall , not bad laa but can still do better .
Credits to these people for guiding me ;
#1 Dearest Parents
#2 Beloved Family & Relatives
#3 Dedicated Teachers & Friends
#4 Also , my tutors ; Of course !
#5 Not forgetting , my time & effort (:
PTM went well . Positive comments from teachers . Alhamdulilah . After that had dinner at Cafeela , Jalan Kayu . Near what . Lols .

Friday ; 29 May 09
Slack-ed almost the whole time in school . Last day laa . Im gonna miss the classroom , classmates and of course the fun & laughter (inside jokes between the back row , haha) . Had band . Pheww , managed to get away from the solo playing cos of time constraints . Mr Tang only managed to cleared all the SLs . The rest's will be next week . Im nervous ! Went home with SNAR . Headed down to CP to get a drink . Both of us were super thirsty . Haahs . Had Pearly Ice Soya Milk from Mr Bean . *REFRESHING* After that , went separate ways home . Reached home at 5.45pm and I thought I should go for religious class since it's stil quite early and I missed lesson on Mon that week . And I did .

Saturday ; 30 May 09
In the afternoon ,went swimming with Sis , Sakina & Syakir , Dad accompanied us . Mummy & Granny went for wedding . Swam for like 2-3 hrs . Showered and headed down to CP for dinner . Had LJS ! Yumy-ness (: Went home , Mum & Granny were alr home . dearKINA text-ed me and we're really up to something special . Hope that it'll go on well . *COUNTDOWN*

Sunday ; 31 May 09
Everyone but me went for brunch at Geylang Food Centre . Didnt go cos lazy . Meeting CCB-ians to catch-up with them for NIE Symphonic Band concert at SCH . They've yet to be back when I went out . Bus-ed to Pasir Ris inter and train-ed down to Tanjong Pagar . Slack-ed around and met the rest at SCH basement , 3pm . The concert was great . It costs more than the tics , I swear . It's more than worth it . And ohhh ; Mr Wong keeps thinking that I transferred to CVSS instead of PHSS . Lols , whatever . After concert , we all went for dinner at Swensens , TM . Walked around TM and dhen home .

Im sorry if I was being ignorant .
Yes , I was silent almost the whole time .
I wasn't engaged in most of the conversation .
Things just not right and I was thinking about it .
You may defined it as being emo and quiet , I accept it .

Again , Im sincerely sorry for what happened today .